“Apakah menurutmu kakak perempuanny

“Apakah menurutmu kakak perempuannya itu tahu tentang dirimu?” tanya
Keiko.
Naomi menggigit bibir. Danny tidak mungkin memberitahu kakak
perempuannya tentang masalah Naomi. Tidak mungkin. “Tidak,” sahutnya, lalu
mengangkat bahu. “Entahlah. Aku tidak tahu.”
“Jadi apakah kau menerima pekerjaan itu?” tanya Keiko lagi.
Naomi merentangkan kedua lengannya dan menjatuhkannya ke sisi tubuhnya.
“Aku tidak tahu. Aku belum memutuskan,” sahutnya. Ia mengangkat sebelah
tangan ke kening. “Kalau aku menerima pekerjaan itu, ada kemungkinan aku akan
bertemu kembali dengan Danny.”
“Lalu kenapa? Kau tidak ingin bertemu dengannya?”
Naomi menahan napas. Dan tiba-tiba saja, tanpa peringatan apa pun, setetes air
mata jatuh bergulir di pipinya. Ia duduk di pinggiran tempat tidur dan berusaha
mengendalikan diri.
“Naomi.” Keiko segera menghampirinya dan duduk di sampingnya. “Ada
apa?”
Naomi mencoba menarik napas dan mengembuskannya untuk mengendalikan
diri, namun tidak benar-benar berhasil. “Bodoh, bukan? Sudah dua tahun berlalu,
tapi aku masih tetap seperti ini setiap kali mendengar namanya. Aku masih belum
bisa melupakannya. Apa yang salah denganku?”
“Apa yang salah denganmu?” Keiko balas bertanya. “Naomi, tidak ada yang
salah dengna dirimu. Kau hanya mencintainya.”
Naomi berpaling ke arah Keiko. Ia membuka mulut, namun tidak ada kata-kata
yang keluar.
“Kau tidak pernah mengakuinya kepadaku, Naomi, tapi aku tahu apa yang
kaurasakan,” kata Keiko. “Alasan apa lagi selain itu yang membuatmu begitu tekun
mengikuti kursus bahasa Korea selama ini?”
Naomi menutup mulutnya.
Keiko melanjutkan, “Dua tahun adalah waktu yang cukup lama untuk berpikir
dan mengambil keputusan. Kau sudah berhasil menghadapi masa lalumu, mimpi
burukmu. Sekarang waktunya kau menghadapi apa yang ada dalam hatimu.”
Naomi menggigit bibir, lalu berkata lemah, “Tapi...”
“Dia bukan kakaknya.”
Kata-kata Keiko membuat Naomi terdiam. Kata-kata itu sama seperti yang
pernah diucapkan Danny.
Aku bukan kakakku. Aku tidak akan pernah menyakitimu.
Apakah kau percaya padaku?
Kuharap kau bisa. Kalau bukan sekarang, mungkin suatu hari nanti.
Oh, Naomi memang percaya. Naomi percaya padanya. Ia tahu Danny tidak
seperti kakaknya. Sungguh, ia tahu. Hanya saja... “Bagaimana dengan keluarganya?
Bagaimana kalau mereka tahu tentang kejadian itu?” tanyanya. “Tidak, tidak... Aku
belum siap.”
Keiko meremas pundak saudaranya. “Kau sendiri pasti sudah ribuan kali
memikirkan pertanyaan itu selama dua tahun terakhir ini dan aku yakin sampai
sekarang kau belum menemukan jawabannya. Apa yang membuatmu berpikir
bahwa menunggu satu hari, satu bulan, atau satu tahun lagi akan ada bedanya?”
“Mereka pasti akan membenciku,” gumam Naomi sambil menggeleng, “kalau
mereka sampai tahu yang sebenarnya.”
“Kenapa mereka akan membencimu?” tanya Keiko heran. “Naomi, bukan kau
yang bersalah di sini.”
Naoi tertegun. Ya, Keiko benar. Ia tidak bersalah dalam masalah itu. Ia tidak
bersalah...
“Tapi dua tahun sudah berlalu,” kata Naomi dengan suara bergetar. “Sudah
terlalu lama. Keadaan mungkin sudah berubah. Dia mungkin sudah berubah.
Segalanya mungkin sudah terlambat.”
Keiko merangkul pundak Naomi dan berkata, “Tapi kau tidak akan tahu
sebelum kau mencobanya, bukan? Kalau keadaan memang sudah berubah, kalau
dia memang sudah berubah, bukankah lebih baik kau mengetahuinya dengan pasti
daripada bertanya-tanya selama sisa hidupmu?”
Naomi menatap saudara kembarnya dan bertanya-tanya sejak kapan Keiko
berubah sebijak ini? Tetapi Keiko memang jenis orang yang selalu berpikir rasional.
Mungkin itu ada hubungannya dengan kegemaran Keiko membaca buku. Naomi
tahu apa yang dikatakan Keiko itu benar.
“Kau tahu aku benar, Naomi,” kata Keiko lagi, seolah-olah bisa membaca
pikiran suadara kembarnya.
Kali ini Naomi tersenyum, menghapus air matanya dengan telapak tangan dan
mengangguk. “Seperti biasanya, Keiko. Kau benar,” katanya. Lalu ia menghela
napas dalam-dalam. “Kurasa aku akan menerima pekerjaan itu.”
Keiko balas tersenyum. “Bagus kalau begitu. Sekarang ayo kita pergi makan
malam. Mereka pasti sudah kelaparan setengah mati karena menunggu kita.”

نتایج (انگلیسی) 1:

"Do you think her sister that knew about yourself?" askedKeiko.Naomi biting lips. Danny can't possibly tell big brothersister Naomi on the issue. It is not possible. "No," and he said, and thenshrug. "I dunno. I do not know. ""So did you receive it?" asked Keiko again.Naomi stretch both arms and dropped it into the side of his body."I don't know. I haven't decided, "and he said. He was raised next to thehand to her temple. "If I accepted the job, there is a possibility I willreunited with Danny. ""Then why? You don't want to meet him? "Naomi holding their breath. And suddenly, without any warning, a drop of waterrolling eyes fell on his cheek. He sat on the edge of the bed and tried toself control."Naomi." Keiko immediately approached him and sat next to him. "There is aWhat's up? "Naomi tried to catch my breath and mengembuskannya to controlyourself, but do not really work. "Stupid, isn't it? It's been two years passed,but I still like this every time to hear his name. I'm still notcan forget it. What's wrong with me? ""What's wrong with you?" Keiko reply asked. "Naomi, nothingwrong with you. Do you just love him. "Naomi turned in the direction of Keiko. He opened his mouth, but no wordsthat came out."You'd never admit it to me, Naomi, but I know whatkaurasakan, "said Keiko. "What other Reason besides makes you so diligentlyKorea language course for this? "Naomi shut his mouth.Keiko continued, "two years is quite a long time to thinkand take a decision. You've successfully faced lalumu, dreamburukmu. Now it's time you deal with what is in your heart. "Naomi biting of the lips, and said, "but ...""He's not his brother."The words Keiko made Naomi speechless. The words were the same as thoseDanny never spoken.I'm not my brother. I would never ever hurting you.Do you believe me?I wish you could. If not now, maybe someday.Oh, Naomi indeed believe. Naomi believes him. He knew Danny wasn'tlike her sister. Really, he knew. It's just that ... "What about his family?What if they know about it? "he asked. "No, no ... Inot ready. "Keiko squeezing the shoulders of his brother. "You yourself must have been thousands of timesthink about that question for two years and I'm sure upNow you haven't found the answer. What makes you thinkthat wait for one day, one month, one year or longer will make any difference? ""They will definitely be membenciku," while Naomi gumam shook his head, "Ifthey came to know the truth. ""Why they will hate you?" asked Keiko wonder. "Naomi, not youthe guilty here. "Naoi was stunned. Yes, Keiko is correct. He was not at fault in that issue. He did notguilty ..."But two years have already passed," said Naomi with a voice vibrates. "It's beenfor too long. The circumstances may have changed. He may have already changed.Everything else may already be too late. "Keiko Naomi shoulder embrace and said, "but you won't knowbefore you give it a try, right? If the State has indeed changed, ifHe has indeed changed, wouldn't it be nice you know for surerather than wonder for the rest of your life? "Naomi stared at his twin brother and wondering since when KeikoIndonesia by changing this? But Keiko is indeed the kind of person who always think rationally.Maybe it has something to do with a penchant for Keiko read a book. Naomiknow what is being said Keiko was correct."You know I'm right, Naomi," said Keiko again, as if able to readthe thought of his kinsman.This time Naomi smiled, removing his tears with the Palm of the hand andnod. "As usual, Keiko. You're right, "he said. Then he heaveddeep breath. "I guess I'll accept that job."Keiko reply smile. "Good then. Now let's go eatthe night. They must have been starving half-dead due to waiting for us. "

نتایج (انگلیسی) 2:

"Do you think it's sister found out about you?" Asked
Keiko.
Naomi biting her lip. Danny could not tell sister
her about Naomi problem. Impossible. "No," he said, then
shrugged. "I have no idea. I do not know. "
" So do you accept the job? "Asked Keiko again.
Naomi threw out her arms and dropped to his side.
" I do not know. I have not decided, "he said. He raised a
hand to her forehead. "If I take the job, there is a possibility I will be
reunited with Danny."
"Then why? You do not want to meet her? "
Naomi breathlessly. And suddenly, without any warning, a drop of water
eyes fell rolling down his cheeks. He sat on the edge of the bed and tried to
control myself.
"Naomi." Keiko immediately came and sat beside him. "There's
what?"
Naomi tried to draw a breath and let it out to control
himself, but did not really succeed. "Stupid, is not it? Almost two years have passed,
but I still like this every time I hear his name. I still have not been
able to forget it. What is wrong with me? "
" What's wrong with you? "Replied Keiko asked. "Naomi, there's nothing
wrong dengna you. You just love him. "
Naomi turned to Keiko. He opened his mouth, but no words
came out.
"You never admit it to me, Naomi, but I know what
you feel," said Keiko. "What other reason other than that you so diligently
follow the Korean language course for this?"
Naomi shut his mouth.
Keiko continued, "Two years is a long time to think
and make decisions. You've managed to face your past, dream
your bad. Now it's time for you to face what is in your heart. "
Naomi bit her lip, then said weakly," But ... "
" He's not his brother. "
The words Keiko make Naomi was silent. The words were the same as
ever spoken Danny.
I'm not my brother. I would never hurt you.
Do you believe me?
I hope you can. If not now, maybe someday.
Oh, Naomi believed. Naomi trust him. He knew Danny was not
like her sister. Indeed, he knew. It's just ... "What about his family?
What if they know about it?" He asked. "No, no ... I'm
not ready."
Keiko squeezed his shoulder. "You must have been a thousand times
thought about it over the last two years and I'm confident until
now you have not found the answer. What makes you think
that waiting for one day, one month, or one year there will be any difference? "
" They'll hate me, "murmured Naomi, shaking his head," if
they ever find out the truth. "
" Why do they hate you? "Asked Keiko surprised. "Naomi, you're not
at fault here."
Naoi stunned. Yes, Keiko true. He is innocent in the matter. He is not
guilty ...
"But two years have already passed," Naomi said with a trembling voice. "It's been
too long. Circumstances may have changed. He may have changed.
Everything may be too late. "
Keiko embrace Naomi's shoulder and said," But you will not know
until you try, right? If circumstances had been changed, if
he indeed has changed, is not it better you know for sure
rather than wondering for the rest of your life? "
Naomi looked at her twin sister and wondering since when Keiko
changed as wise as this? But Keiko is the kind of person who always think rationally.
Maybe that has something to do with a penchant Keiko reading a book. Naomi
knows what was said Keiko was right.
"You know I'm right, Naomi," said Keiko again, as though she could read
minds suadara twin.
This time Naomi smiled, wiping her eyes with the palms of his hands and
nodded. "As always, Keiko. You're right, "he said. Then he let out
a deep breath. "I think I'll take the job."
Keiko smiled. "Good then. Now let's go eat
dinner. They must have been starving to death because we are waiting for. "