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Yuri tertegun. Ia mengenal Kazuto dengan sangat baik. Ia tahu Kazuto hanya akan
memotret sesuatu yang membangkitkan minatnya. Kazuto fotografer yang teliti, sedikit
eksentrik, ia tidak akan mau membuang-buang waktu untuk memotret sesuatu yang
masih dirasanya meragukan. Karena itulah semua hasil jepretannya selalu
menakjubkan. Dan sekarang ia memotret Ishida Keiko...
Seharusnya Yuri sudah bisa menduganya sejak ia melihat sorot mata Keiko tadi.
Oh ya, Yuri tanpa sengaja memandang ke arah tetangga Kazuto itu ketika ia bertanya
soal sandal Hello Kitty. Dan Yuri langsung mengenali kilasan kaget dan sedih di mata
itu. Hanya saja saat itu ia belum benar-benar paham. Tetapi kini sepertinya ia mulai
mengerti.
Matanya menangkap amplop cokelat yang terselip di antara tumpukan buku di
meja. Menurut firasatnya, Yuri meraih amplop itu dan melihat isinya. Ternyata isinya
adalah hasil cetakan foto-foto yang ada di laptop tadi.
Kazuto tidak boleh melihat foto-foto ini.
Pikiran itu tiba-tiba saja terlintas dalam benaknya. Yuri menelan ludah dan
menatap foto di hadapannya tanpa berkedip. Ia tidak bisa menjelaskan apa yang
sedang dilakukannya. Ia tidak bisa menjelaskan kenapa ia melakukannya. Tanpa benarbenar
berpikir panjang dan seolah-olah segalanya terjadi dalam mimpi, tangannya yang
agak gemetar bergerak dan memasukkan amplop berisi foto itu ke tas tangannya yang
berukuran besar. Setelah itu tangannya berpindah ke laptop tadi dan menghapus semua
foto di folder itu.
Begitu foto-foto itu hilang dari pandangan, hati Yuri langsung dicengkeram
perasaan bersalah. Astaga, apa yang sudah dilakukannya?
“Kurasa aku akan tinggal di sini.”
Suara Kazuto membuat Yuri terlompat kaget. Ia cepat-cepat berdiri dan melihat
Kazuto ternyata sudah tidak berbicara di ponsel lagi. Sambil memaksakan seulas
senyum, Yuri berdeham dan bertanya, “Ya?”
Kazuto berjalan ke arah Yuri dan duduk di depan laptop-nya. “Aku akan tinggal di
sini,” ulangnya.
Alis Yuri terangkat. “Oh? Kenapa?”
Kazuto mendongak menatap Yuri. “Semua barangku ada di sini. Aku hanya pusat
sedikit barang di apartemen Roppongi. Lagi pula,” katanya sambil memandang
berkeliling, “aku merasa betah di sini.”
Yuri tidak berkata apa-apa. Perasaannya masih tidak enak. Kedua tangannya masih
terasa dingin dan gemetar.
Kazuto menoleh ke arahnya dan tersenyum, “Awalnya kukira di apartemen ini
hanya ada futon13, ternyata ada tempat tidur modern. Juga ada mesin pemanas air.”
13 tempat tidur gaya Jepang
“Yah... Kelihatannya begitu,” gumam Yuri.
“Ditambah lagi,” Kazuto melanjutkan dengan perlahan, “orang-orang yang itnggal
di gedung ini mungkin bisa membantuku mengingat sesuatu.”
Kening Yuri berkerut. “Tapi kaubilang kau tidak akan memaksakan diri untuk
mengingat. Bukankah kepalamu bisa sakit?”
“Aku tidak akan memaksakan diri,” sahut Kazuto.
“Bukankah kaubilang kalau tidak bisa mengingat juga tidak apa-apa?” desak Yuri
lagi. “Kaubilang tidak mungkin ada kejadian penting dalam sebulan itu.”
Kazuto menatapnya dengan bingung. Yuri sendiri juga bingung dengan
perasaannya saat itu. Kenapa ia bersikap seperti itu?
“Aku memang pernah berkata begitu,” aku Kazuto. Ia berhenti sejenak, lalu
berkata dengan hati-hati, “Tapi terus terang saja, aku selalu merasa ada sesuatu yang
hilang. Sesuatu yang aku sendiri tidak tahu apa itu.”
Yuri menatap Kazuto yang kebingungan. Mungkinkah sesuatu yang hilang itu...
Tidak, ia tidak ingin memikirkannya. Tidak ingin menebak-nebak dan memusingkan
masalah itu. Ia tersenyum lebar dan berkata, “Aku kecewa kau merasa seperti itu.”
Kazuto mengangkat wajah dan menatap Yuri. “Apa?”
“Kau merasa kehilangan, padahal aku ada di sini bersamamu. Apakah itu tidak
cukup?” gurau Yuki.
“Maksudku bukan begitu,” sahut Kazuto. Ia balas tersenyum. “Aku sangat senang
kau menemaniku pada saat-saat seperti ini. Kau tahu benar aku sangat menghargaimu.”
Yuri mengangguk-angguk pelan, lalu bergumam, “Ya, aku tahu.” Ia hanya
berharap ia belum terlambat menyadarinya. Setelah terdiam sejenak, Yuri mengangkat
wajah dengan ragu. “Kazu...”
“Ya?”
“Kau tidak mau tahu kenapa aku tidak jadi menikah dengan Jason?”
Hening sejenak. Kazuto menatap Yuri yang berjalan ke pintu kaca balkon. “Kurasa
kau akan menceritakannya padaku kalau kau memang sudah siap,” sahut Kazuto.
Yuri berbalik menghadap Kazuto. Seulas senyum tipis tersungging di bibirnya.
“Selama ini aku selalu merasa dialah orang yang bisa membuatku bahagia,” Yuri
memulai dengan pelan, “tapi aku salah.”
Kazuto tidak berkata apa-apa. Ia bisa melihat bahwa Yuri terlihat gugup, tetapi ia
memutuskan untuk membiarkan wanita itu mengatakan semua yang ingin
dikatakannya dan ia akan mendengarkan.
“Orang yang selalu bisa membuatku bahagia bukan Jason,” Yuri melanjutkan.
“Tapi Nishimura Kazuto.”

نتایج (انگلیسی) 1:

Yuri was stunned. He knows very well Kazuto. He knew Kazuto will onlyphotographing something that arouses his interest. Kazuto photographer who meticulously, biteccentric, he wouldn't want to waste the time to photograph something thatstill dirasanya doubt. Because that's all the results jepretannya alwaysamazing. And now he photographed Keiko Ishida ...Yuri should have been expecting it since he could see the eye highlight Keiko.Oh yes, Yuri accidentally looked toward neighboring Kazuto when he askedreserved Hello Kitty slippers. And Yuri immediately recognize glimpses shocked and sad in the eyesit. It's just that he has not really understand. But now it looks like he startedunderstand.Her eyes caught a brown envelope tucked in among a pile of books attable. According to firasatnya, Yuri grabbed the envelope and see its contents. It turns out that the contentsis print the photos that are on your laptop.Kazuto should not look at these photos.That thought just suddenly flashed in her mind. Yuri swallowed andstaring at the photos before him without blinking. He could not explain whatare doing. He could not explain why he did it. Without benarbenarthink long and as if everything happens in dreams, the hand thatsomewhat shaky moving and put the envelope containing the photographs to a hand baglarge-sized. After that, his hands moved to my laptop earlier and remove allthe photos in that folder.So the photos were lost from sight, be immediately gripped Yurifeelings of guilt. Gosh, what he has done?"I think I'll stay here."The voice of Yuri terlompat creating Kazuto shock. He quickly stood up and seeKazuto is apparently already not talking on a cell phone again. While imposing seulasYuri berdeham, smile and ask, "huh?"Kazuto goes into the direction of Yuri and sat in front of his laptop. "I will stay inHere, "he repeated.Yuri eyebrows raised. "Oh? Why? "Kazuto looked up staring at Yuri. "All my stuff is here. I only Centerless stuff in the apartment of Roppongi. Anyway, "she said while looking ataround, "I feel welcome here."Yuri did not say anything. His feelings are still awful. Both hands are stillIt feels cold and shaking.Kazuto looked over at him and smiled, "Initially I thought in this apartmentThere is only futon13, it turns out there is a modern bed. There are also machines water heaters. "13 bed style Japan"Well ... It seems so, "Yuri gumam."Plus" Kazuto proceed with slowly, "those who itnggalin this building might be able to help me remember something. "Brow furrowed, Yuri. "But kaubilang you're not going to force myself toremember. Isn't it your head can hurt? ""I'm not going to impose ourselves," said Kazuto."Wouldn't it be kaubilang if can't remember nor do anything?" prodded Yuriagain. "Kaubilang not there may be an important incident in a month."Kazuto stared at him with a confused. Yuri himself was also confused by thehis feelings at that moment. Why is he behaving like that?"I did once said that," I'm Kazuto. He stopped for a moment, and thensaid carefully, "but quite frankly, I've always felt there was somethingmissing. Something I myself do not know what it is. "Yuri gazing Kazuto that confusion. Could it be that something is missing ...No, he doesn't want to think about it. Don't want the guessing and dizzyingthat issue. He smiled wide and said, "I'm disappointed you feel like it."Kazuto raised her face and looked up at Yuri. "What?""You feel lost, when I was here with you. If it is notenough? "banter Yuki."I mean it's not that," said Kazuto. He countered a smile. "I'm very pleasedyou keep me company at moments like this. You know I'm so appreciate you. "Yuri nodding slowly, then muttered, "Yeah, I know." He justhope it's not too late to realize it. After a pause, Yuri liftingface with doubt. "Kazu ...""Yes?""You don't want to know why I'm not so married to Jason?"Silence for a moment. Kazuto staring Yuri running into glass doors. "I guessyou're going to tell it to me if you're indeed is ready, "said Kazuto.Yuri turned around facing Kazuto. Seulas tersungging thin smile on his lips."So far I've always felt he was the man who can make me happy," Yuristart slowly, "but I'm wrong."Kazuto is not saying anything. He could see that Yuri looks nervous, but hedecided to let that woman telling all who would like toHe says and he will listen."People who can always make me happy instead of Jason," Yuri continue."But Kazuto Nishimura."