Tepat saat itu terdengar bunyi pons

Tepat saat itu terdengar bunyi ponsel. Secara otomatis Tara meraih ponselnya dan menempelkannya ke telinga. Tidak peduli ponselnya jadi basah karena air matanya yang mengalir deras.
“Tara?” Suara Sebastien terdengar di telinganya. “Aku ada di bandara. Pesawat Tatsuya baru saja tinggal landas.”
Tara tidak bisa mendengar suara Sebastien lagi. Ponselnya terlepas dari genggaman dan jatuh ke ranjang. Napasnya mulai tersendat-sendat dan dadanya sakit setiap kali ia berusaha menarik napas. Namun ia bisa mendengar suara pelan Élise yang membacakan surat Tatsuya.
“Sekarang... Saat ini saja... Untuk beberapa detik saja... aku ingin bersikap egois. Aku ingin melupakan semua orang, mengabaikan dunia, dan melupakan asal-usul serta latar belakangku. Tanpa beban, tuntutan, atau harapan, aku ingin mengaku.
“Aku mencintainya.”
Saat itulah secuil kendali diri Tara yang rapuh akhirnya hancur berkeping-keping dan tangisnya pun pecah. Ia membenamkan wajahnya dalam kedua tangan dan tersedu-sedu. Seluruh tubuhnya berguncang keras. Ia membiarkan isakannya, sedu-sedannya, air matanya tumpah keluar. Ia tidak bisa menahannya walaupun ia ingin. Ia hanya berharap sepenuh hati, dengan begitu rasa sakit dan kepedihannya juga akan berkurang, walaupun sedikit. Karena ia sungguh tidak tahu apa lagi yang bisa dilakukannya terhadap lubang besar yang menganga di dalam dadanya. Tempat hatinya dulu berada.
Dua Puluh Satu
SEBULAN sudah berlalu sejak Tatsuya meninggalkan Paris. Walaupun tidak bisa mengembalikan hidupnya seperti sebelum ia mengenal Tatsuya, tapi Tara berusaha menjalani hari-harinya senormal mungkin. Tatsuya masih muncul dalam pikirannya setiap hari tanpa bisa dicegah, tapi Tara berusaha tidak sedih dan menangis lagi.
Tatsuya tidak pernah menghubunginya sejak meninggalkan Paris, jadi Tara tidak tahu bagaimana keadaannya. Tara tidak bisa menahan diri untuk penasaran, tetapi pada akhirnya ia meyakinkan dirinya sendiri keadaan seperti sekarang adalah yang terbaik.
Segalanya berjalan baik, setidaknya sebaik yang bisa dilakukan dalam situasi ini, sampai Tara menerima telepon yang mengabarkan berita buruk itu.
* * *
Mobil ayahnya mogok lagi sehingga Tara terpaksa harus menyetir mobil dan menjemput ayahnya karena mereka akan keluar makan bersama.
“Papa belum siap-siap?” tanya Tara begitu pintu apartemen ayahnya dibuka.
Ayahnya tersenyum meminta maaf dan berkata, “Maaf, ma chérie. Papa tadi ketiduran. Kalau kau mau menunggu sebentar, Papa akan siap dalam beberapa menit.”
Tara melangkah masuk ke apartemen ayahnya sambil menggerutu, “Mana ada laki-laki yang meminta wanita menunggu? Biasanya Papa yang suka mewanti-wanti supaya aku tidak terlambat menjemput. Sekarang? Tapi tidak apa-apa. Aku akan menunggu dengan tenang dan sabar kalau Papa berjanji tidak akan mengomel soal mobilku. Asal tahu saja, mobilku belum sempat kucuci selama... aku lupa sudah berapa lama aku tidak mencuci mobil. Yang penting bagian dalam mobilnya masih bersih.”
“Baiklah, Papa janji,” kata ayahnya cepat sebelum menhilang ke dalam kamar mandi.
Tara tersenyum kecut. Ia tahu ayahnya hanya berjanji agar ia berhenti menggerutu. Nanti ayahnya pasti mengomel juga begitu melihat kondisi mobilnya yang menyedihkan.
Ia menjatuhkan pantatnya ke sofa dan baru akan menyalakan televisi ketika telepon berdering. Ia menoleh sejenak ke kamar mandi, lalu ke arah telepon di meja kecil di samping televisi itu.
“Papaaaa!” panggilnya keras.
“Tolong jawab teleponnya, ma chérie,” ayahnya balik berseru dari kamar mandi.
Tara bangkit dan berjalan ke telepon. “Allô?” katanya begitu gagang telepon menempel di telinga.
“Allô?” suara seorang wanita membalas dengan nada ragu.
Tara mencibir. Pasti salah satu kekasih baru ayahnya.
“Ya? Anda ingin berbicara dengan siapa?” tanya Tara datar.

نتایج (انگلیسی) 1:

Right at the moment it's a sound the mobile phone. Tara grabs her cell phone automatically and paste it into the ear. No matter your phone so wet because of her tears flowing copiously."Tara?" The voice sounded in his ear Sebastien. "I'm at the airport. Aircraft Tatsuya just take off. "Tara can not hear the voice of Sebastien again. Your phone regardless of grip and fall into bed. Her breathing started trembling voice and her chest pain every time he tried to catch my breath. But he could hear the sound of the letter read out slowly Élise Tatsuya."Now ... Currently only ... For a few seconds ... I want to be selfish. I want to forget all the people, ignore and forget about the origins of the world, as well as the background behind me. Without load, the requirement, or expectation, I want to confess."I love him."That's when a bit of self-control Tara fragile pieces and eventually her crying ever broke. He buries his face in both hands and covenanting that thereafter. His whole body shook violently. He let isakannya, sedu-sedannya, tears spilling out. He can't help it even if it wanted to. He was just hoping wholeheartedly, with pain and kepedihannya will also be reduced, though a bit. Because he did not know what else could he do against a big gaping hole in her chest. The place of his heart used to be.Twenty OneA MONTH has passed since Tatsuya left Paris. Although it could not restore her life like before he was acquainted with Tatsuya, but Tara tried to live out his days senormal possible. Tatsuya still appeared in his mind every day without can be prevented, but Tara try not be sad and crying again.Tatsuya never contacted him since leaving Paris, so Tara didn't know how it was. Tara couldn't resist to curious, but in the end he convinced himself the circumstances as now is the best.Everything going well, at least as good as can be done in this situation, until Tara received a phone call that preach that bad news.* * *His father's car broke down again so that Tara had to have to drive the car and pick up his dad because they're going out to eat together."Papa is not ready-ready?" asked Tara so his father's apartment door was opened.His father smiled apologetically and said, "Sorry, ma chérie. Papa had said he overslept. If you want to wait a minute, Papa will be ready in a few minutes. "Tara stepped in to the apartment his father grumbling, "where there is a man asking a woman to wait? Usually a Papa who likes mewanti-wanti so I'm not too late to pick up. Now? But it's okay. I'll be waiting quietly and patiently when Papa promised would not be ranting reserved my car. The origin of the idea, my car has not had time to kucuci during ... I forget how long I didn't wash the car. An important part in his car is still clean. ""Well, Papa," his father said quickly before menhilang into the bathroom.Tara smiled wryly. He knew his father only promised to stop grumbling. Later his father definitely ranting also so viewed the sad condition of his car.He dropped his ass into the sofa and new television will light when the phone rang. He turned for a moment to the bathroom, and then toward the phone on the small table next to the television."Papaaaa!" panggilnya hard."Please answer his phone, ma chérie," turning his father shouted from the bathroom.Tara rose and walked to the phone. "Allô?" said receiver so stuck to the ear."Allô?" a female voice replied to with a tone of doubt.Tara pout. Definitely one of his father's new lover."Huh? You want to talk with whom? "asked Tara.

نتایج (انگلیسی) 2:

Just then the sound of the phone. Automatically Tara grabbed her cell phone and put it to his ear. No matter his cell phone got wet because of the tears flowing.
"Tara?" Sebastien's voice sounded in his ears. "I'm at the airport. Tatsuya plane just took off. "
Tara could not hear the sound of Sebastien again. His mobile phone was out of the grasp and fell into bed. His breathing started faltering and chest pain each time he tried to catch her ​​breath. But he could hear the soft voice Elise Tatsuya read the letter.
"Now ... At this moment ... For a few seconds ... I want to be selfish. I want to forget all the people, ignoring the world, and forget their origins and my background. Without a load, the demands or expectations, I want to confess.
"I love him."
That's when a bit of self-control fragile Tara finally shattered and broke into tears. He buried his face in his hands and sobbed. His whole body shook violently. He let his sobs, sobs, tears spilling out. He could not help it even if he wanted. He only wished wholeheartedly, so the pain and the pain will also be reduced, though slightly. Because he really did not know what else he could do against the big gaping hole in his chest. The place used to be her heart.
Twenty-one
A MONTH had passed since Tatsuya leaving Paris. Although it can not restore life like before he knew Tatsuya, but Tara struggled through his days as normal as possible. Tatsuya still appears in his mind every day without being able to be prevented, but Tara tried not sad and crying.
Tatsuya never contacted him since leaving Paris, so Tara does not know how it is. Tara could not help but curious, but in the end he convinced himself present state is the best.
Everything is going well, at least as best as can be done in this situation, until Tara receives a call telling me the bad news.
* * *
Cars father strike again so Tara was forced to drive a car and pick up her father as they will go out to eat together.
"Papa is not ready?" asked Tara was his father's apartment door opened.
his father smiled apologetically and said, "Sorry, ma cherie. Papa had overslept. If you want to wait a little while, Papa will be ready in a few minutes. "
Tara stepped into his father's apartment, muttering," Where is the man who asked her to wait? Usually Dad who likes warned late so I did not pick up. Now? But it's okay. I will wait quietly and patiently if Papa promised not to rant about my car. Just so you know, my car had not been washed for ... I forgot how long I do not wash the car. Which is an important part of the car was still clean. "
" All right, Papa promises, "said his father quickly before menhilang into the bathroom.
She smiled wryly. He knew his father only promised that he stop grumbling. Later her father would grumble too so look miserable condition of the car.
He dropped the butt on the couch and will turn on the television when the telephone rang. He turned for a moment to the bathroom and then to the phone on a small table next to the television.
"Papaaaa!" He called loudly.
"Please answer the phone, ma cherie," his father shouted back from the bathroom.
Tara got up and walked to the phone. "Allo?" He said when the telephone receiver to his ear.
"Allo?" A woman's voice replied with a tone in doubt.
Tara pouted. Definitely one of her father's new girlfriend.
"Yes? You want to talk to? "Asked Tara flat.