mengenal dirimu, mengenalmu lebih b

mengenal dirimu, mengenalmu lebih baik. Aku ingin tahu kenapa kakakku sangat menyukaimu. Aku berpikir, bila aku bisa memahami alasan kakakku menyukaimu, aku akan merasa lebih memahaminya dan perasaanku akan membaik. Hanya itu.”
Sandy memalingkan wajah. “Seharusnya kuceritakan lebih awal. Maafkan aku.”
Jung Tae-Woo memasukkan kedua tangan ke saku celana. “Lalu,” katanya, “apakah kau sudah bisa memahami kakakmu?”
Sandy tersenyum samar. Jung Tae-Woo menanyakan pertanyaan yang tepat. Apakah ia sudah bisa memahami Lisa? Apakah ia sudah menemukan jawaban kenapa Lisa sangat menyukai Jung Tae-Woo?
“Kurasa belum,” jawabnya.
“Belum?”
Sandy menoleh memandang Jung Tae-Woo. Laki-laki itu juga sedang menatapnya dengan raut wajah yang susah ditebak artinya.
“Kurasa aku tidak akan pernah bisa memahaminya,” Sandy melanjutkan, “karena menurutku apa yang kurasakan berbeda dengan apa yang Lisa rasakan.”
Dahi Jung Tae-Woo berkerut tidak mengerti.
Sepertinya rasa suka yang dirasakan Lisa terhadapmu berbeda dengan rasa suka yang kurasakan terhadapmu, kata Sandy dalam hati. Matanya menatap mata Jung Tae-Woo lurus-lurus.
Kerutan di dahi Jung Tae-Woo perlahan-lahan menghilang. Ketika baru akan mengatakan sesuatu, ponselnya berbunyi. Ia mengeluarkan ponselnya dengan cepat.
“Halo? ... Mm... Aku mengerti.”
Jung Tae-Woo hanya mengucapkan kata-kata pendek itu, lalu menutup flap ponselnya kembali.
“Dari Paman Park Hyun-Shik?” tanya Sandy.
Jung Tae-Woo melihatnya sekilas, lalu mengangguk. “Mm.”
“Kau disuruh menemuinya, bukan?”
Jung Tae-Woo tidak menjawab.
“Mungkin... Apakah menurutmu sebaiknya kita tidak saling bertemu dulu untuk sementara? Maksudku, karena ada masalah seperti ini. Kurasa kita berdua juga perlu... berpikir.”
Jung Tae-Woo mengembuskan napas keras-keras, tapi tidak berkata apa-apa.
Mereka berdua kembali terdiam beberapa saat. Masing-masing menikmati keheningan yang hanya diselingi deburan ombak. Entah kenapa ada sepercik perasaan damai ketika itu. Kalau boleh, Sandy ingin waktu berhenti saat itu juga. Ia ingin menikmati kesunyian itu, perasaan damai itu, dan suara laut yang menenangkan
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dengan Jung Tae-Woo di sampingnya. Tapi tentu saja itu tidak mungkin. Cepat atau lambat mereka harus menghadapi kenyataan.
“Sebaiknya kita kembali saja sekarang,” kata Sandy akhirnya.
Sandy bergerak, berniat menjauhi mobil, ketika tiba-tiba ia merasa pergelangan tangannya dicekal. Ia menoleh dan melihat Jung Tae-Woo sedang mencengkeram pergelangan tangannya tanpa memandangnya. Mendadak saja ia merasa sulit bernapas.
“Kau tidak usah khawatir,” kata Jung Tae-Woo dengan nada rendah. “Biar aku saja yang menyelesaikan masalah ini. Setelah itu kita akan bicara lagi. Kau... kau mau menunggu sampai saat itu?”
Sandy mengangguk, lalu berkata sekali lag, “Kita kembali saja sekarang...”

نتایج (انگلیسی) 1:

get to know yourself, 've known better. I want to know why my brother is very menyukaimu. I thought, if I could understand the reason for my brother menyukaimu, I'll feel more understood it and my feelings will be improved. That's it. "Sandy turned face. "Should have been kuceritakan early. I'm sorry. "Jung Tae-Woo entering both hands into the pockets of the pants. "Then," he said, "are you already can understand your brother?"Sandy smiled faintly. Jung Tae-Woo asks the right questions. Whether he can already understand Lisa? If he's found the answer to why Lisa love Jung Tae-Woo?"I guess not," she replied."Yet?"Sandy looked looked at Jung Tae-Woo. The man was also being watched by the look on the face that are difficult to guess its meaning."I guess I'll never be able to understand it," Sandy continued, "because I think what I felt different than what Lisa feel."Jung Tae-Woo's forehead creased do not understand.It seems like a sense of love that felt different with you with the taste of Lisa's love that I felt against him, said Sandy in the liver. His eyes were staring eyes Jung Tae-Woo straight-straight.Wrinkles on forehead Jung Tae-Woo slowly disappeared. When the new will say something, her cell phone rang. She pulled out her cell phone quickly."Hello? ... Mm ... I understand. "Jung Tae-Woo just say the words short of it, and then closes the flap his back."From Uncle Park Hyun-Shik?" asked Sandy.Jung Tae-Woo saw her glance, and then nodded. "Mm.""You're told to meet him, isn't it?"Jung Tae-Woo did not answer."Maybe ... Do you think it's best we don't bump into each other for a while? I mean, because there's a problem like this. I guess both of us also need to ... think. "Jung Tae-Woo exhales hard-hard, but didn't say anything.They both fell silent some time back. Each enjoy the silence only punctuated the sea waves. Somehow there's a peaceful feeling when it's sepercik. If I may, Sandy wants to stop time. He wanted to enjoy the solitude of it, a feeling of peace, and the soothing sounds of the ocean148with Jung Tae-Woo next to it. But of course that's not possible. Sooner or later they will have to face the reality."We'd better go back now," said Sandy finally.Sandy moved away from the car, intending, when suddenly he felt his wrist was banned. He turned and saw Jung Tae-Woo being gripped her wrist without looking at him. Suddenly he had a hard time breathing."You don't have to worry," said Jung Tae-Woo with a low tone. "Let me just finish this issue. After that we will talk again. You're ... you're willing to wait until then? "Sandy nodded, and said once the lag, "we're back now ..."

نتایج (انگلیسی) 2:

to know you, to know you better. I wonder why my brother like you very much. I think, if I can understand the reason my brother like you, I would have felt better understand and feelings will improve. Just that. "
Sandy looked away. "I should have told you sooner. I'm sorry. "
Jung Tae-Woo inserting his hands into his pockets. "Then," he said, "if you can understand your sister?"
Sandy smiled faintly. Jung Tae-Woo ask the right questions. Is she able to understand Lisa? Has he found the answer to why Lisa really liked Jung Tae-Woo?
"I think not," he replied.
"Not?"
Sandy turned to look at Jung Tae-Woo. The man was also looking at him with an expression that is hard to guess what it means.
"I guess I'll never understand it," Sandy continued, "because I think what I feel different to what Lisa felt."
Dahi Jung Tae-Woo crimped do not understand .
It seems like a perceived sense to you Lisa different from feeling like that I have for you, says Sandy heart. Her eyes are the eyes of Jung Tae-Woo straight.
Frown Jung Tae-Woo slowly disappear. When he was going to say something, her cell phone rang. He pulled out his cellphone quickly.
"Hello? ... Mm ... I understand. "
Jung Tae-Woo only short words, then close the flap cell phone back.
" From Uncle Park Hyun-Shik? "Asked Sandy.
Jung Tae-Woo glanced at it, then nodded , "Mm."
"You told him, did not you?"
Jung Tae-Woo did not answer.
"Maybe ... Do you think we should not see each other for a while? I mean, because there is a problem like this. I think we both also need ... to think. "
Jung Tae-Woo exhaled loudly, but did not say anything.
They both fell silent for a moment. Each enjoying the silence broken only by the waves. Somehow there is a glimmer of a peaceful feeling at the time. If I may, Sandy wanted time to stop right then and there. He wanted to enjoy the silence, a feeling of peace, and the soothing sound of the sea
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with Jung Tae-Woo at his side. But of course that's not possible. Sooner or later they have to face reality.
"Let's go back now," Sandy said finally.
Sandy moved, intending away from the car, when suddenly he felt his wrist blocked. He turned and saw Jung Tae-Woo was clutching his wrist without looking at him. Suddenly he found it difficult to breathe.
"Do not you worry," said Jung Tae-Woo in a low tone. "Let me solve this problem. After that we will talk again. You ... you want to wait until then? "
Sandy nodded, then said a lag," Let's go back now ... "