Delapan BelasKEIKO belum memutuskan

Delapan Belas
KEIKO belum memutuskan bagaimana ia harus bersikap dalam berhubungan dengan
Kazuto. Apakah sebaiknya ia kembali menjaga jarak dari laki-laki itu? Tetapi siang ini
mereka sudah makan dan mengobrol bersama seperti dulu ketika Kazuto belum hilang
ingatan, dan Kazuto datang ke perpustakaan untuk mencarinya. Kembali menghindari
laki-laki itu akan terasa aneh.
Tetapi kalau ia kembali dekat dengan Kazuto, justru Keiko sendiri yang berisiko
mengalami sakit hati karena terpaksa menyaksikan Kazuto dan Iwamoto Yuri bersama.
Bayangan Kazuto yang memeluk Iwamoto Yuri kembali menghunjam otaknya. Keiko
menggeleng kuat-kuat, tidak sudi mengingat itu. Pada saat-saat seperti inilah ia
membenci pikirannya yang suka melayang tanpa arah.
Sambil membetulkan letak topi wol yang agak miring karena gelengan kepalanya
yang terlalu keras tadi, Keiko sejenak berhenti melangkah di depan gedung
apartemennya dan menengadah menatap langit malam yang suram. Ia menarik napas
dalam-dalam dan mengembuskannya dengan keras, uap putih keluar dari mulutnya
dan menghilang di depan matanya.
“Bodoh,” gerutunya kepada bayangan wajah Kazuto di langit malam. “Bodoh...”
Dengan langkah gontai ia menaiki tangga gedung apartemen sambil merogoh tas
tangannya mencari kunci pintu. “Di mana lagi benda itu?” tanyanya pada diri sendiri.
Ia sudah berdiri di depan pintu apartemennya tetapi kuncinya masih belum ketemu.
“Hei.”
Suara berat yang tiba-tiba terdengar begitu dekat di belakangnya itu membuat
Keiko terkesiap dan terlompat kaget. Ia berputar begitu cepat sampai tas tangannya
terlepas dari pegangan, jatuh ke lantai, dan isinya berhamburan. Punggungnya
menempel ke pintu apartemennya sementara matanya terbelalak ketakutan menatap
sosok tinggi dan kabur di hadapannya.
“Ada apa? Kenapa?” tanya orang di hadapannya dengan nada cemas.
Suara itu menembus bunyi debar jantung Keiko yang mengentak keras di
telinganya dan ia mulai menyadari siapa yang berdiri di hadapannya. Sosok yang
tadinya terlihat kabur di matanya pun berubah jelas begitu debar jantungnya yang
keras mereda. Kazuto... Orang yang berdiri di hadapannya dan menatapnya dengan
alis berkerut bingung bercampur cemas adalah Nishimura Kazuto.
Sebagian ketakutan Keiko berubah menjadi amarah. Walaupun lega, suaranya
masih agak bergetar ketika ia mendesis, “Demi Tuhan, jangan pernah sekali-kali...”
Melihat kebingungan Kazuto dan menyadari bahwa ia berbicara dalam bahasa
Indonesia, Keiko berhenti sejenak untuk menarik napas, berdeham, dan berkata dengan
suara lebih tenang dalam bahasa Jepang. “Jangan pernah melakukan hal itu lagi.”
Kazuto heran melihat Keiko yang berdiri gemetar di depannya. “Melakukan apa?
Kau baik-baik saja?” tanyanya sambil menatap Keiko dari ujung kepala sampai ke
ujung kaki, lalu kembali terpaku pada wajah Keiko yang pucat. “Apa yang terjadi?”
Tidak mau membalas tatapan Kazuto, Keiko berjongkok dan mulai mengumpulkan
barang-barangnya yang berserakan. “Tidak apa-apa,” sahut Keiko kaku. “Kenapa kau
mengendap-endap begitu?”
“Aku tidak mengendap-endap,” bantah Kazuto sambil ikut berjongkok dan
membantu mengumpulkan barang-barang Keiko. “Aku berjalan seperti biasa menaiki
tangga dan melihatmu sibuk mencari-cari sesuatu di tasmu. Mencari ini?” Ia
mengacungkan kunci pintu apartemen Keiko yang dipungutnya dari lantai.
Keiko mendongak dan menatap kunci di tangan Kazuto. “Ya,” sahutnya dan
berdiri setelah mengumpulkan semua barangnya.
Kazuto ikut berdiri, tetapi ia tidak mengulurkan kunci itu kepada Keiko. Ia terlihat
sedang berpikir-pikir. “Ini pernah terjadi sebelumnya, bukan?” tanyanya tiba-tiba.
“Apa?”
Kazuto tidak langsung menjawab. Ia berpikir lagi, lalu berkata, “Apakah aku
pernah membantumu mencari sesuatu?”
“Tidak,” sahut Keiko. Tiba-tiba teringat pada waktu Kazuto baru pindah ke sini
dan membuatnya terkejut di jalan sepi, ia menambahkan, “Tapi kau memang pernah
membuatku terkejut seperti yang kaulakukan tadi.” Begitu kata-kata itu meluncur dari
mulutnya, Keiko langsung menyesal. Sekarang Kazuto pasti akan bertanya kenapa ia
bereaksi begitu berlebihan ketika disapa tadi.

نتایج (انگلیسی) 1:

EighteenKEIKO has yet to decide how he should behave in dealing withKazuto. Should he keep the back of the male? But this afternoonthey've been eating and chatting together like the old days when Kazuto haven't gonememory, and Kazuto come to the library to look it up. Again avoidmale it will feel strange.But if he returns close to Kazuto, Keiko's own riskexperienced heartache because of forced witness Kazuto Iwamoto and Yuri together.Shadow Kazuto who embraced Iwamoto Yuri back menghunjam his brain. Keikostrong-strong shakes her head, not willing to recall it. At moments like this is ithate her mind who likes to drift without direction.While fixing the layout of your slanted somewhat woolly hats because of the shake of her headthat is too hard, Keiko for a moment stop stepped in front of the buildinghis apartment and looking up the gloomy night sky gazing. He breatheddeeply and mengembuskannya with a hard, white steam coming out of his mouthand disappeared before his eyes."Stupid," she grumbled to a shadow in the night sky Kazuto's face. "Stupid ..."With step slowly she climbed the apartment building while reaching into a baghis hand searching for the key to the door. "Where else In that thing?" he asked himself.He was standing at the door of his apartment but the key still has not been found."Hey."A deep voice suddenly sounded so close behind him that makesKeiko gasp and terlompat shock. It spins so fast to hand bagsregardless of grip, falling to the floor, and its contents scattered. His backattaches to the door of his apartment while her eyes staring terrified starethe figure is high and a run before him."What is it? Why? "asked the man before him with a tone of dismay.The sound was penetrating the heart sounds that Keiko debar hard mengentak inhis ears and he begins to realize who stands before him. Figurelook blurry in her eyes had turned decidedly debar a heart sohard to die down. Kazuto ... Those who stand before him and stared at him withbrow furrowed confused mix of dismay was Kazuto Nishimura.Some fear Keiko turned into anger. Although relieved, his voicestill a little flutter when he hissed, "for God's sake, don't ever ever ..."See the confusion of Kazuto and realized that he was speaking in the language ofIndonesia, Keiko paused for a breath, berdeham, and say withquieter sounds in the language of Japan. "Don't ever do that again."Kazuto amazed to see Keiko who stood trembling before him. "Do what?Are you Alright? "she asked looking up at Keiko from the tip of the head up totoe, then back glued to the faces of Keiko the pale. "What happened?"Don't want to reply to gaze Kazuto, Keiko hunker down and start collectinghis belongings scattered. "It's okay," said Keiko stiff. "Why do youSneak is so? ""I didn't sneak," bemused Kazuto while squatting and participatehelp collect items Keiko. "I'm running as usual climbthe stairs and saw you were busy looking for something at tasmu. Looking for this? " Hethe key of the apartment door brandishing a Keiko he had collected from the floor.Keiko looked up and stared at the keys in the hands of Kazuto. "Yes," and he andstanding after collecting all his goods.Kazuto join stand, but he did not lend the key to Keiko. He looksbeing purpose. "This never happened before, right?" she asked suddenly."What?"Kazuto is not directly answered. He thought again, then said, "if Inever help you find something? ""No," said Keiko. Suddenly thought of at the time of Kazuto recently moved hereand make it surprised on the street deserted, she added, "but you are indeed neverWhat surprised me as you did earlier. " So the words that glide fromhis mouth, Keiko instantly regret it. Kazuto now will surely ask why hereacting so excessively when accosted.

نتایج (انگلیسی) 2:

Eighteen
KEIKO not yet decided how he should behave in dealing with
Kazuto. Should he return to keep a distance from him? But this afternoon
they were eating and chatting together like the old days when Kazuto has not lost
memory, and Kazuto come to the library to look for it. Back to avoid
the man will feel strange.
But if he came back close to Kazuto, precisely Keiko themselves at risk of
experiencing pain because I have to watch Kazuto and Iwamoto Yuri together.
The shadow Kazuto who embraced Iwamoto Yuri back pierced his brain. Keiko
shook her head, was not going to remember it. At moments like this he
hates his mind who likes to drift without direction.
As he adjusted his woolen cap slightly tilted due to shake his head
too hard before, Keiko momentarily stopped in front of the
apartment and looked up at the night sky is gloomy. He breathed
in deeply and exhaled loudly, white steam coming from his mouth
and disappeared before his eyes.
"Stupid," he muttered to Kazuto facial shadows in the night sky. "Stupid ..."
With unsteady steps he climbed the stairs of apartment buildings, reaching into the bag
hand sought the key to the door. "Where else do it?" She asked herself.
She was standing in front of her apartment door but the key is still not met.
"Hey."
Deep voice suddenly sounded so close behind him that made
​​Keiko gasp and jump. He is spinning so fast that her handbag
apart from the handle, falling to the floor, and the contents scattered. His back
against the door of her apartment while her eyes wide terrified stare
tall figure and blurred before him.
"What? Why? "Asked the man in front of him in a worried voice.
The voice was penetrating sound of the heartbeat Keiko who yanked hard on
his ears and he began to realize who is standing in front of him. A figure that
was blurred in his eyes had changed obviously so her heartbeat is
hard to subside. Kazuto ... People standing in front of him and looked at him with a
furrowed brow confused mixed anxiety is Kazuto Nishimura.
Some fears Keiko turned into anger. Although relieved, his voice
still a little shook when he hisses, "For God's sake, do not ever ever ..."
Seeing the confusion Kazuto and realized that he was speaking in the language
Indonesia, Keiko paused for breath, cleared his throat, and said in a
voice more quiet in Japanese. "Do not ever do that again."
Kazuto surprised to see Keiko who stood trembling in front of him. "Do what?
Are you okay?" He asked, staring at Keiko from head to
toe, and then re-glued to Keiko face pale. "What happened?"
No way gaze Kazuto, Keiko crouched down and began to gather
his things scattered about. "It's okay," Keiko said stiffly. "Why are you
sneaking that?"
"I do not skulk," argued Kazuto she too squat and
help collect items Keiko. "I walked as usual up the
stairs and saw busy searching for something in the bag. Looking for this? "He
pointed Keiko apartment door lock is picked up from the floor.
Keiko looked up and stared at the keys in hand Kazuto. "Yes," she said and
stood up after collecting all the belongings.
Kazuto stood up, but he was not handed the keys to Keiko. He was seen
was thinking. "It's never happened before, right?" He asked suddenly.
"What?"
Kazuto was not immediately answered. He thought again, then said, "Did I
ever help you find something?"
"No," said Keiko. Suddenly remember when Kazuto just moved here
and made ​​her jump on a deserted road, she added, "But you are never
surprised me the way you did before." As soon as the words were out of
his mouth, Keiko instantly regretted. Now Kazuto would ask why he
reacted so effusive when accosted earlier.