“Tatsuya?” panggil Tara di bahu Tat

“Tatsuya?” panggil Tara di bahu Tatsuya.
“Hm?”
“Ada yang mengganggu pikiranmu?”
Tatsuya menghela napas. “Tidak ada.”
“Pekerjaanmu di kantor baik-baik saja?”
“Mm.” Tatsuya mengangguk.
“Proyekmu lancar?”
“Mm.” Tatsuya mengangguk lagi.
Kalau bukan masalah pekerjaan, pasti ada hubungannya dengan masalah keluarga. Mungkin tentang ayah kandungnya yang baru ditemuinya waktu itu?
“Bagaimana dengan ayah kandungmu?” tanya Tara hati-hati. “Kau bertemu dengannya lagi?”
Tara merasa pelukan Tatsuya agak menegang.
“Tidak ada masalah,” gumam laki-laki itu cepat, lalu balas bertanya, “Kenapa kau bertanya hal yang aneh-aneh?”
“Karena kau berubah pendiam belakangan ini,” gumam Tara tidak yakin. “Dan sekarang kau tiba-tiba saja... memelukku.” Suaranya semakin pelan ketika mengucapkan kata-kata terakhir.
“Kau tidak suka?” tanya Tatsuya dengan nada bercanda.
Tara cepat-cepat menggeleng. Pipinya terasa panas. “Bukan... Maksudku...,” ia berusaha menjelaskan dengan tergagap-gagap, “aduh, kau pasti tahu maksudku.”
Tatsuya tertawa pelan dan mempererat pelukannya. “Aku hanya sedang pusing karena banyak pekerjaan yang harus diselesaikan dalam waktu singkat. Tidak ada masalah serius.”
Aku sedang meyakinkan diri sendiri, batin Tatsuya sadar sekali akan hal itu.
“Sungguh?” tanya Tara. Ia ingin merasa benar-benar yakin.
“Gara-gara mengejar waktu aku cuma bisa tidur tujuh jam dalam tiga hari terakhir ini,” Tatsuya menjelaskan. “Karena itu sekarang aku capek sekali.”
“Sebastien pernah bilang kau bekerja sepanjang hari seperti mesin. Tolong ingat kau bukan mesin. Kau tentu tahu kalau tidak istirahat kau bisa sakit nantinya. Mesin juga bisa meledak kalau dipakai terus-menerus tanpa henti. Kau dengar?”
Tatsuya tertawa lagi mendengar ocehan Tara. Suara gadis itu membuatnya merasa hangat. “Karena itulah sekarang aku memelukmu,” sahutnya. “Aku bisa mengisi ulang tenagaku.”
“Tatsuya, jangan bercanda,” kata Tara sambil berusaha melepaskan pelukannya, tapi Tatsuya tidak membiarkannya.
“Aku tidak bercanda, Tara-chan,” kata laki-laki itu sambil menatap mata Tara. Mata kelabu yang hangat dan dalam. Lalu laki-laki itu tersenyum. “Kau membuatku merasa lebih baik. Menyenangkan sekali memelukmu seperti ini, sampai-sampai aku takut tidak akan sanggup melepaskan diri lagi.”
ketika mengucapkan kalimat terakhir itu, tatapan Tatsuya agak menerawang, seakan sedang bicara pada diri sendiri.
Lalu Tara mengejutkan dirinya sendiri dengan bertanya,k “Memangnya kau berniat melepaskan diri?”
Tatapan Tatsuya kembali terpusat padanya. Laki-laki itu tertegun sejenak, lalu tersenyum tipis. “Tidak. Kalau memang boleh, aku tidak berniat melepaskan diri.”
Tara mengerjapkan mata lagi. Kalau boleh? Apakah Tatsuya sedang meminta izinnya? Tapi Tara tidak mau bertanya lagi karena tadi ia sudah melontarkan pertanyaan konyol yang membuatnya malu sendiri. Dan jawaban Tatsuya sudah membuat wajahnya panas. Aneh sekali
laki-laki ini bisa membuatnya merasakan apa yang sedang dirasakannya saat ini. Tapi Tara tidak mau memikirkannya sekarang. Untuk saat ini ia akan membiarkan dirinya sendiri menikmati kebersamaannya dengan Tatsuya Fujisawa.
“Tatsuya,” panggilnya lagi.
“Hm?”
“Kau tahu, kalau ada masalah, kau bisa menceritakannya padaku. Mungkin aku tidak bisa membantu, tapi setidaknya aku bisa menjadi pendengar yang baik.”
Beberapa saat Tatsuya tidak menjawab, lalu ia bergumam, “Jangan khawatirkan aku, Tara-chan. Aku tidak apa-apa. Tidak akan terjadi apa-apa. Semuanya akan baik-baik saja.”
* * *
Seharusnya aku tidak melakukannya.
Tatsuya menyandarkan kepalanya ke sandaran kursi mobil dan memejamkan mata.
Tadi ia baru saja menjalani tes DNA bersama Jean-Daniel Dupont di rumah sakit. Semuanya berjalan seperti mimpi. Setelah selesai menjalani tes, ia langsung pergi tanpa berbicara dengan pria itu. Ia sedang tidak ingin bicara. Ia terlalu tegang untuk bicara. Karena ingin menjernihkan pikiran, ia memutuskan duduk sebentar di bangku taman rumah sakit.
Ia sedang memikirkan tentang hasil tes yang akan diterimanya tiga hari lagi. Apa hasilnya? Bagaimana selanjutnya? Apa yang harus dilakukannya? Banyak sekali pertanyaan yang berkelebat dalam beaknya, tapi sayangnya tidak ada jawaban yang memuaskan. Ia sibuk bergumul dengan pikirannya sendiri sampai gadis itu tiba-tiba muncul di hadapannya.
Seperti mimpi yang menjadi kenyataan. Baru saja ia memikirkan tentang Tara dan sekarang gadis itu langsung ada di hadapannya dengan wajah berseri-seri dan senyum ceria tersungging di bibirnya. Begitu melihat Tara, entah bagaimana Tatsuya merasa beban pikirannya berkurang dan hatinya terasa hangat.
Aneh sekali... Kenapa hanya melihat gadis itu saja ia bisa merasa gembira?
Seharusnya aku tidak melakukannya, pikir Tatsuya lagi. Seharusnya aku tidak memeluknya.

نتایج (انگلیسی) 1:

"Tatsuya?" call Tara on the shoulders of Tatsuya."Hm?""There is a disturbing your mind?"Tatsuya sigh. "No.""Your work at the Office okay?""Mm." Tatsuya nodded."Your project smoothly?""Mm." Tatsuya nodded again.If it's not a matter of jobs, there must be something to do with family problems. Probably about her biological father she meets new that time?"What about dad kandungmu?" Tara asked cautiously. "You see her again?"Tara felt rather tensed Tatsuya's arms."No problem," the male gumam quick reply, and then asked, "why do you ask thing weird?""Because you're turned subdued lately," Tara gumam not sure. "And now you suddenly just ... hug me." Her voice is getting slow when uttered the last word."You don't like it?" asked with a tone of Tatsuya joked.Tara quickly shook his head. His cheeks noticeably hot. "Instead of ... I mean ..., "he was trying to explain with a stammer," Ouch, you surely know what I mean. "Tatsuya laughed softly and it strengthens her arms. "I just was feeling dizzy because of a lot of work to be completed in a short time. There are no serious problems. "I'm convincing myself, inner conscious Tatsuya once of it."Really?" asked Tara. He wanted to feel really sure."Because of the time I'm just chasing sleep seven hours in the last three days," Tatsuya explained. "So now I'm tired as hell.""Sebastien never said you work all day like a machine. Please remember you are not a machine. You certainly know if not break you could get sick later. The machine can also explode if used constantly without stopping. Did you hear? "Tatsuya laughed again hearing the ravings of Tara. The girl's voice made her feel warm. "That's why now I embrace you," and he said. "I can recharge the tenagaku.""Tatsuya, not kidding," said Tara while trying to let go of his arms, but not allowing it to Tatsuya."I'm not kidding, Tara-chan," said the man's eyes while looking at Tara. Warm grey eyes and deep. Then the boy smiled. "You make me feel better. Nice hug you like this, to the point that I fear will not be able to escape again. "When uttered the last sentence that, the somewhat dreamy Tatsuya gaze, as if were talking to yourself.Then Tara's surprising himself by asking, "so what do you intend to escape?"Centralized returns her gaze of Tatsuya. The man was stunned for a moment, and then smiled thinly. "It is not. If I may, I do not intend to escape. "Tara mengerjapkan eyes again. If I may? If Tatsuya is requesting his permission? But Tara doesn't want to ask again since last he flashes a silly question that made him ashamed of himself. And the answer to Tatsuya has made her face is hot. Weird as hellThis man could make him feel what is being perceived at the moment. But Tara doesn't want to think about it now. For the time being he will let himself enjoy the kebersamaannya with Tatsuya Fujisawa."Tatsuya," panggilnya again."Hm?""You know, if there's a problem, you could tell it to me. Maybe I can't help, but at least I can be a good listener. "A few moments of Tatsuya doesn't answer, he muttered, "don't worry about me, Tara-Chan. I'm not anything. Will not happen anything. Everything will be fine. "* * *I should not do it.Tatsuya rested his head to the car seat backrest and closed my eyes.Earlier he had just undergone DNA testing together with Jean-Daniel Dupont at the hospital. Everything went like a dream. After completion of the live test, he immediately left without talking to the man. He didn't want to talk. She was too tense to talk. To purify the mind, he decided to sit briefly on a park bench.He was thinking about the test results will be received three days again. What is the result? How do next? What should he do? Lots of questions that flashed in the beaknya, but unfortunately there is not a satisfactory answer. He is busy wrestling with his own mind until the girl suddenly appeared before him.Like a dream come true. Just think about Tara and now the girl directly before him with a cheerful smile and beaming face tersungging on her lips. So look at Tara, somehow Tatsuya feels the burden of his mind diminished and his heart felt warm.Strange ... Why just look at her, he could feel excited?I should not do it, think Tatsuya again. I should have not embraced him.

نتایج (انگلیسی) 2:

"Tatsuya?" Tatsuya call Tara on the shoulder.
"Hm?"
"There's something bothering you?"
Tatsuya sighed. "Nothing."
"Your job in office okay?"
"Mm." Tatsuya nodded.
"Smoothly your project?"
"Mm." Tatsuya nodded again.
If it was not about work, certainly nothing to do with the family. Probably about his biological father who had met at the time?
"What about your birth father?" Tara asked cautiously. "You see him again?"
Tara felt hugs Tatsuya bit tense.
"No problem," muttered the man quickly, then countered, "Why do you ask it weird?"
"Because you turned quiet lately, "Tara murmured unsure. "And now you suddenly ... hugged me." Her voice began to falter when pronouncing the last word.
"You do not like?" Asked Tatsuya joking tone.
Tara quickly shook his head. Her cheeks felt hot. "No ... I mean ...," he tried to explain stammering, "gee, you know what I mean."
Tatsuya chuckled softly and tightened his embrace. "I'm just dizzy for a lot of work to be done in a short time. There are no serious problems. "
I'm self-assured, inner Tatsuya well aware of that.
" Really? "Asked Tara. She wants to feel really confident.
"Because he had to take, I can only sleep seven hours in the last three days," explains Tatsuya. "Because now I'm so tired."
"Sebastien ever said you worked all day like machines. Please remember you're not a machine. You do know that you can not break ill later. The machine also can explode if used continuously without stopping. Did you hear? "
Tatsuya laughed again hear the chatter of Tara. The girl's voice made ​​him feel warm. "That's why now I embrace you," he said. "I can recharge my energy."
"Tatsuya, do not joke," Tara said as he tried to pull his arms, but Tatsuya not let him.
"I'm not kidding, Tara-chan," said the man, staring at Tara's eyes. Gray eyes warm and deep. Then the man smiled. "You make me feel better. It is nice to hold you like this, that I fear will not be able to escape again. "
When he said that last sentence, gaze Tatsuya somewhat wistfully, as if he were talking to himself.
Then Tara surprised herself by asking, k" What do you intend get off? "
gaze Tatsuya refocused her. The man was stunned for a moment, then smiled thinly. "No. If it is allowed, I do not intend to escape. "
Tara blinked again. If I may? Do Tatsuya was asking his permission? But she did not want to ask anymore because he had already raised a question that embarrasses himself silly. And the answer Tatsuya already made ​​her face hot. How strange
this man could make him feel what he felt at the moment. But she did not want to think about right now. For now he will let himself enjoy being with Tatsuya Fujisawa.
"Tatsuya," he called again.
"Hm?"
"You know, if there is a problem, you can tell me. Maybe I could not help, but at least I could be a good listener. "
A few moments Tatsuya did not answer, and he muttered," Do not worry about me, Tara-chan. I am alright. Nothing will happen. Everything will be fine. "
* * *
I should not do it.
Tatsuya leaned her head against the back of the car seat and closed his eyes.
He had recently undergone DNA tests with Jean-Daniel Dupont at the hospital. Everything went like a dream. After completing the test, he immediately left without speaking to him. He was in no mood to talk. She was too excited to speak. Because he wanted to clear his mind, he decided to sit on a park bench briefly hospitalized.
He was thinking about the results of tests that will be received in three days. What were the results? What next? What should he do? Lots of questions flashed through beaknya, but unfortunately there is no satisfactory answer. He was busy wrestling with his own thoughts until she suddenly appeared before him.
Like a dream come true. Just when he thought about Tara and now she was directly in front of her with a beaming face and a cheery smile on his lips. When he saw Tara, Tatsuya felt a burden somehow diminished his mind and his heart was warm.
How strange ... Why only see the girl she could feel happy?
I should not do it, thought Tatsuya again. I should not hold her.