Tara tidak menjawab. Juga tidak mem

Tara tidak menjawab. Juga tidak memandang temannya.
Élise mengamati temannya dengan prihatin. Entah apa yang mengganggu pikiran Tara, tapi itu pasti masalah yang sangat berat sampai-sampai ia tidak bisa membicarakannya.
“Kau bisa percaya padaku, Tara,” kata Élise lagi karena merasa temannya sedang membutuhkan dukungan.
Tara memandang Élise sekilas dan menunduk kembali. Kemudian ia memejamkan mata dan menggeleng pelan.
“Ada apa?” tanya Élise cemas.
“Kepalaku pusing,” gumam Tara sambil memijat-mijat pelipisnya. Kemudian ia bangkit dari kursi dan meraih tas. “Maaf. Aku pergi dulu.”
Élise terlalu bingung sampai tidak bisa berkata apa-apa dan hanya memandangi Tara yang berjalan keluar dari ruangan. Ada apa dengan Tara? Apakah tadi ia mengucapkan kata-kata yang salah?
* * *
Ke mana Tara?
Tatsuya memasukkan kembali ponselnya ke saku jas. Gerakannya agak kaku karena tangan kirinya yang dibebat dan bahunya yang masih sakit. Sejak ia keluar dari rumah sakit, ia belum berhasil menghubungi Tara.
Tatsuya sudah mendengar dari Jean-Daniel Dupont bahwa Tara tanpa sengaja mendengar pembicaraan mereka di telepon. Jean-Daniel menceritakan apa yang terjadi kepada Tatsuya dan meyakinkannya ia sama sekali belum mengatakan apa pun kepada Tara.
Tatsuya teringat sifat Tara yang gampang penasaran. Kalau gadis itu memang belum tahu yang sebenarnya, seharusnya sekarang ini ia sedang berusaha mencari tahu. Seharusnya sekarang ini ia sedang merongrong ayahnya, atau bahkan Tatsuya. Bukannya menghilang seperti ini. Tatsuya sudah menelepon ke stasiun radio dan Élise berkata Tara sudah pulang dari tadi. Sama sekali tidak mengatakan apa-apa. Pergi begitu saja.
Ke mana gadis itu?
Tiba-tiba Tatsuya ingat. Mungkinkah dia ada di sana?
* * *
Tidak seperti biasanya, berdiri di puncak Arc de Triomphe dan memandangi kota Paris dari ketinggian tidak memberikan kedamaian.
Tara datang ke tempat itu untuk menenangkan diri dan berpikir, tetapi setelah begitu lama berdiri di sana, ia tetap belum memutuskan apa pun. Ia masih tidak tahu apa yang harus dilakukannya, masih belum bisa menerima kenyataan, masih berharap semua ini mimpi buruk dan ia akan segera terbangun.
Pikirannya kosong, karena hati kecilnya menolak berpikir. Ia tidak merasakan apa pun, karena sarafnya menolak merasakan. Lebih baik ia tidak berpikir. Lebih baik sarafnya mati rasa. Kalau tidak, ia takkan sanggup menanggung rasa sakit ini. Terlalu besar.
Sudah berapa lama ia berdiri di sini? Sepertinya akhir-akhir ini waktu berlalu begitu saja tanpa sepengetahuannya. Tetapi ia menikmati kesunyian dan kesendiriannya.
“Sudah kuduga kau ada di sini.”
Suara itu menembus benteng kabut hitam di sekeliling Tara. Ia mengangkat wajah dan menoleh dengan cepat. Napasnya tercekat ketika mendapati Tatsuya berdiri di sampingnya.
Tara terpana. Apakah ia sedang bermimpi? Mungkin saja. Tatsuya menatapnya dengan matanya yang lembut, tersenyum kepadanya dengan cara yang sudah sangat dikenal... dan disukainya.
Lalu Tatsuya mengulurkan tangan kanannya dan membelai kepala Tara. Tara bisa merasakan sentuhan itu. Ternyata ini bukan mimpi. Tatsuya sungguh ada di sampingnya, tersenyum kepadanya, berbicara kepadanya.
“Kau tahu berapa lama aku mencarimu?” tanya Tatsuya sambil mengembuskan napas. “Aku sudah berlari mengelilingi kota Paris demi mencarimu.”
Begitu melihat laki-laki itu dan mendengar suaranya, mendadak saraf Tara kembali bekerja. Berbagai macam perasaan membanjiri dirinya. Saat itulah ia menyadari betapa ia merindukan Tatsuya. Amat sangat...
Tatsuya menarik kembali tangannya dan memasang tampang heran. “Kenapa diam saja? Tidak mau bicara padaku?”
Tara mendapati dirinya tersenyum tipis dan bergumam, “Berlari keliling Paris?”
Tatsuya tertawa. “Kau tidak percaya? Tidak percaya?”
Tanpa menunggu jawaban Tara, ia meraih sebelah tangan Tara dan ditempelkan di dadanya. Tara terlalu kaget untuk bereaksi. Matanya terbelalak menatap mata Tatsuya, mulutnya mendadak kering dan napasnya tertahan.

نتایج (انگلیسی) 1:

Tara did not answer. Also not looking at his friend.Élise observes his friend with the concerned. Dunno what bothers Tara, but it's certainly an issue that is very heavy to the extent that he could not talk about it."You can trust me, Tara," said her friend feel anymore because the Élise was in need of support.Tara looked Élise overview and looked down again. Then he closed his eyes and shook his head slowly."What is it?" asked anxious Élise."My head was dizzy," Tara gumam while memijat-mijat his temple. Then he rose from the Chair and grabbed the bag. "I'm sorry. I go first. "Élise too confused to couldn't say anything and just staring at Tara who walked out of the room. What is it with Tara? What is the last he uttered words that are wrong?* * *Where do Tara?Tatsuya re-enter her cell phone into the pocket of a jacket. Her movements are rather stiff because his left hand that dibebat and his shoulders are still sore. Since he was out of the hospital, he has not managed to contact Tara.Tatsuya already heard from Jean-Daniel Dupont that Tara without overhearing their talk on the phone. Jean-Daniel recounts what happens to Tatsuya and assures him he absolutely has not said anything to Tara.Tatsuya recalled the nature of Tara who are illegitimate. If the girl does not know the truth, should have this now, he was trying to find out. This should now he is undermining his father, or even Tatsuya. Instead of disappearing like this. Tatsuya already calling into the radio station and Élise said Tara was already home from yesteryear. Not at all saying nothing. Go away with it.To which the girl?Tatsuya suddenly remembered. Could it be that he was there?* * *Unlike usual, stood at the top of the Arc de Triomphe and look out over the city of Paris from a height do not bring peace.Tara come to that place to cool off and think, but after so long standing there, he still has not decided anything. He still does not know what to do is still not able to accept the fact, still hoping this is all a nightmare and he will soon be awakened.His mind is empty, because her little hearts refuse to think. He doesn't feel anything, because her nerves refused to feel. Better he did not think. Better to numb her nerves. If not, he will not be able to endure this pain. Too big.How long he stands here? It seems like lately the time pass without her permission. But he enjoys the silence and alone."Already kuduga you were here."The sound was penetrating the fortress of fog around the Tara. She raised her face and looked up quickly. Her breathing tercekat when Tatsuya found standing next to it.Tara was struck. Whether he was dreaming? It may just be. Tatsuya stared at him with her eyes, smiling at him in a way that is already very well known ... and she liked.And then stretched out his right hand and Tatsuya stroking the head of Tara. Tara could feel the touch of it. It turns out that this is not a dream. Indeed, there are Tatsuya beside it, smiling to him, talk to him."You know how long I was looking for you?" asked Tatsuya while exhaling breath. "I've been running around the city of Paris for the sake of looking for you."So look at the man and heard his voice, suddenly nervous Tara back to work. A wide range of feelings overwhelm her. That's when he realized how much he missed Tatsuya. Very, very ...Tatsuya pulled back his hand and put a look of astonishment. "Why the silence? Didn't want to talk to me? "Tara found himself smiling thinly and muttered, "ran a touring Paris?"Tatsuya laughed. "You don't believe it? Do not believe? "Without waiting for an answer she grabs Tara, Tara next hand and pinned on his chest. Tara was too stunned to react. His eyes are staring eyes staring, his mouth suddenly dry Tatsuya and her breathing is stuck.

نتایج (انگلیسی) 2:

Tara did not answer. Also did not look at her.
Elise watching her with concern. I wonder what bothers Tara, but it was definitely a problem very severe to the point that he could not talk about it.
"You can trust me, Tara," said Elise again because he felt his friend was in need of support.
Tara looked at Elise glance and looked back. Then he closed his eyes and shook his head slowly.
"What?" Asked Elise worried.
"My head was spinning," Tara muttered as he massaged his temples. Then he rose from his chair and grabbed the bag. "Sorry. I go first. "
Elise too upset that he could not say anything and just looked at Tara who walked out of the room. What's wrong with Tara? Did he say the words wrong?
* * *
Where Tara?
Tatsuya re-enter the cell phone into his coat pocket. His movements were a little stiff with his left hand bandaged and his shoulder still hurts. Since he left the hospital, he has not been able to contact Tara.
Tatsuya already heard from Jean-Daniel Dupont that Tara overheard their conversation on the phone. Jean-Daniel tells what happened to Tatsuya and assured him he did not say anything to Tara.
Tatsuya remembered Tara easy nature curious. If the girl does not know the truth, it should now she was trying to find out. Supposedly now he is undermining his father, or even Tatsuya. Instead of disappearing like this. Tatsuya already called into radio stations and Elise said Tara had come back from earlier. Did not say anything. Go away.
Where's the girl?
Suddenly Tatsuya remember. Could he be there?
* * *
Not as usual, standing on top of the Arc de Triomphe and looked at the city of Paris from the heights not deliver peace.
Tara came to the place to calm down and think, but after so long stood, he remained has not decided anything. He still did not know what to do, still can not accept the fact, they expect all these nightmares and he would soon wake up.
His mind is empty, because his heart refused to think. He did not feel anything, because her nerves refused to feel. Better he does not think. Better nerve numbness. Otherwise, he would not be able to bear this pain. Too big.
How long he was standing here? It seems lately the time pass without his knowledge. But he enjoyed the silence and solitude.
"I knew you were here."
The voice penetrate the fortress of black fog around Tara. He looked up and turned around quickly. Tatsuya her breath caught when he found standing beside her.
Tara stunned. Was he dreaming? May be. Tatsuya looked at her with gentle eyes, smiled at him in a way that is well known ... and the like.
Then Tatsuya his right hand and stroked the head of Tara. Tara could feel the touch. It turns out this is not a dream. Tatsuya really there beside him, smiling at him, talk to him.
"You know how long I've been looking for you?" Asked Tatsuya sighed. "I've been running around the city of Paris for the sake of looking for you."
When he saw the man and hear his voice, suddenly nervous Tara back to work. Various kinds of feelings overwhelm her. That's when he realized how much he missed Tatsuya. Very, very ...
Tatsuya pulled back his hand and a look of wonder. "Why are you silent? Not speaking to me? "
Tara found herself a slight smile and muttered," Running around Paris? "
Tatsuya laugh. "You do not believe? Do not believe? "
Without waiting for an answer Tara, he grabbed the hand Tara and pinned on his chest. Tara was too shocked to react. Tatsuya eyes wide eyes, her mouth suddenly dry and bated breath.