aku harus bagaimana? Menurutku, aku

aku harus bagaimana? Menurutku, aku harus melihatmu setiap hari supaya tidak lupa. Itu artinya kau harus selalu di sisiku, bersamaku. Bagaimana?”
Tara menghampiri pintu kamar Sandy dan ragu-ragu sebentar. Ia tidak punya pikiran atau maksud apa pun. Ia hanya ingin tahu apa yang dilakukan laki-laki itu di kamar Sandy. Karena itu ia memantapkan hati dan membuka pintu itu dengan perlahan.
Ia melihat laki-laki itu duduk di sisi tempat tidur. Laki-laki itu tidak menyadari kehadirannya di balik pintu. Tara melihatnya menggenggam tangan Sandy dengan salah satu tangannya. Tara tertegun melihat cara laki-laki itu memandang saudara sepupunya. Belum pernah ada orang yang menatapnya dengan cara seperti itu. Tara bukan tipe orang yang romantis, tapi ia merasa tatapan itu begitu tulus. Ia pasti sudah luluh jika ada orang yang menatapnya penuh perasaan seperti itu.
Laki-laki itu sedang berbicara. Samar-samar Tara bisa mendengar suaranya, ia tahu laki-laki itu berbicara dalam bahasa Korea, tapi tidak mengerti apa yang sedang dikatakannya. Sambil berbicara, laki-laki itu menyentuh wajah Sandy dengan ujung jemarinya. Hanya dengan ujung jemari, dan perlahan sekali, seakan-akan takut akan menyakiti gadis yang terbaring di tempat tidur itu. Tanpa disadarinya, Tara menahan napas, terkesima melihat laki-laki itu dan Sandy. Suara laki-laki itu pelan dan dalam. Walaupun Tara tidak mengerti sedikit pun apa yang diutarakannya, herannya ia bisa merasakan perasaan yang mengalir melalui ucapan laki-laki itu.
Laki-laki itu menghela napas berat. Ia menatap wajah Sandy dan saat itu Tara mendengar laki-laki itu berbisik, “Sarang hae...”
Kerongkongan Tara tercekat dan entah kenapa air matanya bergulir turun. Yang membuat Tara tersentuh adalah cara laki-laki itu mengucapkannya: dengan segenap perasaan, seolah-olah tidak lagi punya tenaga untuk mengucapkan kata-kata lain. Tara tidak bisa berbahasa Korea, tapi ia tahu arti kalimat barusan.
Aku mencintaimu....
162
Enam Belas
BEBERAPA hari setelah itu Tae-Woo terus berada di Jakarta. Park Hyun-Shik sibuk membatalkan dan menyusun ulang jadwal kerja Tae-Woo. Tae-Woo ingin berada di dekat Sandy. Ia juga menggunakan kesempatan itu untuk lebih mengenal kedua orangtua Sandy. Setelah mengenal mereka secara pribadi, ia baru mengetahui dengan pasti bahwa sebenarnya kedua orangtua Sandy tidak membencinya karena kejadian empat tahun lalu.
“Masih sama. Belum sadar,” kata Tae-Woo sambil duduk di bangku panjang di koridor rumah sakit. Ia menggenggam ponsel yang ditempelkan di telinga dan bersandar ke dinding. Ibunya menelepon dari Amerika untuk menanyakan keadaan Sandy. “Tentu, Ibu. Kalau ada kabar apa pun, aku akan menelepon Ibu... Ya, Hyong masih di sini menemaniku... Ibu tidak usah mencemaskan aku. Aku bisa menjaga diri... Ya, bye.”
Tae-Woo menutup ponsel dan memejamkan mata. Sudah beberapa hari ini tidurnya tidak nyenyak. Ia lelah, tapi tidak bisa terlelap. Orangtua Sandy juga begitu. Ayah Sandy sudah kembali bekerja tapi datang menjenguk putrinya tiap sore. Ibunya selalu berada di rumah sakit. Tadi sepupu Sandy yang bernama Tara datang dan kini menemani ibu Sandy pergi makan siang di kafetaria rumah sakit.
Sambil menarik napas panjang, Tae-Woo kembali ke kamar Sandy. Ia duduk di tempatnya seperti biasa, di sisi tempat tidur. Dokter pernah berkata, bila Sandy sadarkan diri, ia akan baik-baik saja. Masalahnya, dokter tidak tahu kapan Sandy akan sadar. Gadis itu tetap terbaring tak bergerak, tidak membuka mata.

نتایج (انگلیسی) 1:

I should be how? I think, I need to see you every day so as not to forget. That means you should always be on my side, with me. How about it? "Tara approaches the door of Sandy and hesitated briefly. He had no thought or intention whatsoever. He just wanted to know what the man's room at Sandy. He therefore established heart and open it slowly.She noticed the man was sitting on the side of the bed. The man was not aware of his presence behind the door. Tara saw her clutching hand Sandy with one of his hands. Tara was stunned seeing how the man looked at his cousin. There has never been a person who looks at her in a way like that. Tara is not the type of person that is romantic, but he felt his gaze was so sincere. He would've persuaded if anyone stared at him full of feeling that way.The man was speaking. Tara could vaguely hear her voice, she knew the men were speaking in the language of Korea, but didn't understand what is saying. While talking, men were touching the face of Sandy with the tip of its fingers. With just the tip of the fingers, and slowly, as though afraid will hurt the girl who was bedridden. Without realising it, hold your breath, Tara struck viewed male and Sandy. Male voice was slow and deep. Although Tara don't understand one bit what diutarakannya, amazingly he could feel the feelings flowing through the male speech.The man sighed heavily. He stared at the face of Sandy and Tara heard the man whispered, "nest of hae ..."Esophagus Tara tercekat and somehow his tears rolling down. That makes Tara touched is the way the man was pronounce it: with all our feelings, as if no longer have the energy to say the words of another. Tara Korea can not speak, but he knew the meaning of the sentence just.I love you ....162SixteenA few days after that, Tae-Woo continues to be in Jakarta. Park Hyun-Shik busy cancel and reorder the work schedule Tae-Woo. Tae-Woo wanted to be near Sandy. He also used the opportunity to get to know both parents more Sandy. After getting to know them personally, he found out for certain that in fact both parents hate him not because Gen. Sandy four years ago."Still the same. Has not yet been realized, "said Tae-Woo while sitting on a long bench in the corridors of the hospital. He was clutching a cell phone affixed to the ear and leaned against the wall. His mother calling from the United State to ask Sandy. "Sure, Mom. If there is any news, I'll call the mother ... Yes, Hyŏng still here with me ... The mother did not have to worry about me. I could keep myself ... Yes, bye. "Tae-Woo shut down the phone and close my eyes. Already a few days his sleep not sleep. He was tired, but couldn't sleep. Sandy's parents also so. Sandy's father was back working but came down to visit his daughter every afternoon. His mother always are at the hospital. Last cousin Sandy named Tara come and now accompany the mother Sandy to go eat lunch in the cafeteria the hospital.While you took a deep breath, Tae-Woo returned to Sandy. He sits in his place as usual, on the side of the bed. A doctor once said, when Sandy unconscious, he will be fine. The problem is, doctors do not know when Sandy will be aware. The girl's remains lay motionless, not eye-opening.

نتایج (انگلیسی) 2:

What should I do? I think, I have to see you every day so as not to forget. That means you should always at my side, with me. How? "
Tara Sandy approached the bedroom door and hesitated. He had no thought or purpose whatsoever. He just wanted to know what the man in the room Sandy. He therefore strengthen the heart and opened the door slowly.
He saw the man sitting on the side of the bed. The man was not aware of his presence behind the door. Tara saw Sandy's hand with one hand. Tara stunned to see how the man looked at his cousin. Never before has anyone looked at him that way. Tara is not a romantic type of person, but he felt the gaze was so sincere. He would have been crushed if anyone gave her a feeling like that.
He was talking. Tara could vaguely hear his voice, he knew he was speaking in Korean, but did not understand what he was saying. As he spoke, the man touched Sandy's face with his fingertips. Only with the fingertips, and very slowly, as if afraid of hurting the girl lying on the bed. Unconsciously, Tara held her breath, amazed to see him and Sandy. The man's voice was soft and deep. Although Tara was not the slightest idea what he offers, surprisingly he could feel the feelings that flow through the utterance of the man.
The man sighed heavily. He stared at Sandy's face and then Tara heard him whisper, "Sarang hae ..."
Esophagus Tara choked and somehow the tears rolling down. Which made ​​Tara touched is the way the man say: with all the feeling, as if no longer have the energy to utter another word. She did not speak Korean, but he knew the meaning of the sentence just now.
I love you ....
162
SIXTEEN
A few days after that Tae-Woo continue to be in Jakarta. Park Hyun-Shik cancel and reorder busy work schedule Tae-Woo. Tae-Woo wanted to be near Sandy. He also used the occasion to get to know both parents Sandy. After getting to know them personally, she comes to know with certainty that in fact both parents Sandy did not hate because of what happened four years ago.
"Still the same. Yet realized, "said Tae-Woo while sitting on a bench in the hospital corridor. He was holding the phone taped to the ear and leaned against the wall. Her mother called from America to ask how Sandy. "Sure, Mom. If there's any news, I'll call Mom ... Yes, Hyong still here with me ... My mother did not worry about me. I can look after myself ... Yeah, bye. "
Tae-Woo close the phone and closed his eyes. For several days now sleep soundly. He was tired, but could not sleep. Sandy's parents, too. Sandy's father had returned to work but came to see his daughter every evening. Her mother has always been in the hospital. Sandy had a cousin named Tara came and now accompany Sandy's mother went to lunch in the hospital cafeteria.
Taking a deep breath, Tae-Woo returned to the room Sandy. He sat in his usual place, on the side of the bed. The doctor had said, when Sandy unconscious, he'll be fine. The problem, doctors do not know when Sandy will be aware. The girl was still lying motionless, did not open his eyes.