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Naomi membalas tatapannya, namun Danny menyadari bibir bawah Naomi
bergetar samar. Setelah ragu sejenak, Naomi membuka mulut dan berkata, “Aku
lega kita bisa mengakhiri semua ini.”
Kening Danny berkerut tidak mengerti.
Naomi tidak langsung menjawab, hanya menatap Danny tanpa berkedip selama
beberapa detik, lalu berkata, “Kau pasti merasa jijik padaku.”
Danny terkejut, sama sekali tidak menyangka akan mendengar kata-kata itu.
“Apa? Tidak. Aku tidak....”
“Aku juga merasa jijik pada diriku sendiri,” sela Naomi.
Danny mengulurkan tangan. “Naomi, tolong jangan...”
Namun Naomi mengernyit dan menjauh dari uluran tangan Danny. “Kurasa
aku telah membuat kesalahan,” katanya dengan suara tercekat. Kedua tangannya
terkepal erat di sisi tubuhnya. Ia terlihat tegang dan tertekan. “Ketika kupikir kita
bisa berteman, kurasa aku salah. Kita tidak pernah bisa berteman. Tidak akan
pernah.”
“Apa yang sedang kaubicarakan?” tanya Danny bingung. Rasa frustrasi mulai
menjalari dirinya. Frustrasi melihat luka besar yang dialami Naomi. Frustrasi karena
melihat Naomi begitu menderita. Frustrasi karena ia tidak tahu apa yang harus
dilakukannya untuk menolong Naomi. Frustrasi karena Naomi menarik diri
darinya.
Naomi menelan ludah dengna susah payah. Air mata mulai membayang di
matanya. “Sekarang kau tidak akan bisa lagi memandangku tanpa memikirkan apa
yang pernah terjadi antara aku dan kakakmu.”
“Tidak... Itu tidak benar.”
“Dan aku tidak bisa memandangmu tanpa teringat pada kakakmu dan apa yang
pernah dilakukannya padaku.”
Kata-kata yang diucapkan dengan tajam dan jelas itu menghujam jantung
Danny. Dadanya terasa sakit dan sekujur tubuhnya lumpuh. Ia menatap Naomi
tanpa berkedip, tanpa bernapas. Ia membuka mulut, namun tidak ada suara yang
keluar.
* * *
Ya Tuhan...
Naomi menggigit bibirnya keras-keras. Apa yang sudah dilakukannya? Ia tidak
bermaksud mengatakannya. Sungguh. Namun kata-kata itu meluncur dari
mulutnya tanpa sempat dicegah. Melihat Danny yang berdiri mematung di
depannya membuat hatinya terasa perih. Melihat kilatan kaget dan terluka di mata
Danny membuatnya inign menarik kembali kata-katanya. Oh, betapa ia berharap
bisa menarik kembali kata-katanya.
Tetapi sudah terlambat. Ia tidak bisa menarik kembali kata-katanya. Naomi
menarik napas dalam-dalam dan meraba keningnya dengan sebelah tangan.
“Maafkan aku. Aku tidak bermaksud seperti itu. Aku... aku...”
Danny mengangkat sebelah tangan, menghentikan kata-kata Naomi. Ia
mengembuskan napas dengan pelan dan bergumam, “Kurasa... sebaiknya aku
pergi.” Dan sebelum Naomi sempat membuka mulut lagi, Danny sudah berbalik
dan berjalan ke arah pintu. Sama sekali tidak menatap Naomi.
Kesadaran bahwa ia telah menyakiti perasaan Danny membuat hati Naomi
serasa dicabik-cabik. Ia tidak ingin Danny berpikir Naomi menyamakannya dengan
kakaknya karena itu sama sekali tidak benar. Danny sangat berbeda dengan
kakaknya. Hanya saja... hanya saja...
“Naomi.” Suara Danny yang pelan dan berat membuat Naomi mengangkat
wajah. Danny berhenti di ambang pintu kamar dan berbalik menghadap Naomi.
“Aku mewakili kakakku meminta maaf padamu. Walaupun aku sendiri tidak akan
pernah bisa memaafkannya atas apa yang dilakukannya padamu, aku tetap ingin
mewakilinya meminta maaf padamu.”
Naomi menelan ludah dengan susah payah, berusaha menahan air mata yang
mulai menggenang di matanya dan mengaburkan pandangannya.
“Aku juga ingin kau tahu,” lanjut Danny tanpa mengalihkan pandangannya
dari wajah Naomi, “aku bukan kakakku. Aku tidak akan pernah menyakitimu.”
Naomi menggigit bibir. Kedua tangannya terkepal erat di sisi tubuhnya. Jangan
menangis... Jangan menangis... Jangan...
“Apakah kau percaya padaku?”
Naomi menelan ludah dengan susah payah, namun tidak menjawab.
Danny tersenyum sedih. “Kuharap kau bisa. Kalau bukan sekarang, mungkin
suatu hari nanti.”
Setelah berkata seperti itu, Danny pun pergi. Naomi mendengar pintu depan
flatnya dibuka dan ditutup. Setelah itu barulah Naomi membiarkan air matanya
tumpah, bersamaan dengan rasa sakit besar yang menyebar dari dadanya yang
sesak ke sekujur tubuhnya.

نتایج (انگلیسی) 1:

Naomi reply to gaze, but Danny realizes the bottom lip Naomifaint vibrating. After hesitating for a moment, Naomi opens his mouth and says, "Irelief we can put an end to all of this. "Brow furrowed, Danny doesn't understand.Naomi did not answer immediately, Danny just stared without blinking duringa few seconds, then said, "you certainly feel disgust me."Danny was surprised, not at all thought I'd heard those words."What is it? It is not. I'm not .... ""I also feel disgusted at myself," sela Naomi.Danny reached out. "Naomi, please don't ..."But Naomi cringing and away from a helping hand of Danny. "I guessI have made a mistake, "he said with a voice tercekat. Both handsclenched tightly on the side of his body. He looks tense and depressed. "When I think wecan make new friends, I guess I was wrong. We can never be friends. Will not beever. ""What the hell is kaubicarakan?" asked Danny confused. Frustration began tomenjalari himself. The frustration of seeing a big wound that plagued Naomi. Frustrated becausesee Naomi, so suffered. Frustrated because he didn't know what toNaomi is doing to help. Frustrated because Naomi withdrewfrom him.Naomi swallowed with difficulty. Tears began loominghis eyes. "Now you're not going to be able to look at me again without thinking of whatthat never happened between me and your brother. ""No ... That's not true. ""And I can not get looked at you without thought on your brother and whatHe had done to me. "Words that are pronounced with sharp and clear it was hitting the heartDanny. His chest ached and the whole of her body paralyzed. He stared at Naomiwithout flinching, without breathing. He opened his mouth, but no soundexit.* * *Oh My God ...Naomi biting his lips out loud. What he has done? He did notmean to say it. Seriously. But the words that glide fromhis mouth without had prevented. See Danny standing infront of him making his heart feels stung. See the Flash of shocked and hurt in the eyesDanny makes it inign retract her words. Oh, how she wishedcan retract his words.But it's too late. He could not retract his words. Naomidraw a deep breath and felt her temple with the next hand."I'm sorry. I didn't mean it that way. I ... I ... "Danny lifted the next hand, stop the words of Naomi. Heexhales slowly and muttering, "I guess ... I'd bettergo. " And Naomi had a chance before open your mouth again, Danny had already turnedand walked towards the door. Absolutely not staring at Naomi.The realization that he had hurt the feelings of Danny makes the hearts of Naomifeeling ripped apart. He does not want Danny to think Naomi equated withhis brother because it's simply not true. Danny is very differenthis older brother. It's just ... it's just ..."Naomi." The voice of Danny who quietly and weight make Naomi liftingthe face. Danny paused in the doorway of the room and turned the faces of Naomi."I represent my sister apologized for thee. Although I myself will notnever be able to forgive him for what he did to you, I would still like torepresent him apologize to you. "Naomi swallowed with difficulty, trying to hold back the tearsStart welling up in his eyes and clouding his vision."I also want you to know," continued Danny without diverting his viewsfrom Naomi's face, "I'm not my brother. I would never ever hurting you. "Naomi biting lips. His hands clenched tightly on the side of his body. Do notcry ... Do not cry ... Do not ..."Do you trust me?"Naomi swallowed with difficulty, but did not answer.Danny smiled sadly. "I wish you could. If not now, maybesomeday. "Having said that, Danny went. Naomi heard the front doorflatnya is opened and closed. After that it was only Naomi let his tearsspill, along with great pain that spreads from the chesttightness to the whole body.

نتایج (انگلیسی) 2:

Naomi met her gaze, but Danny realizes Naomi's lower lip
trembled faintly. After some hesitation, Naomi opened her mouth and said, "I'm
glad we can put an end to all this."
Brow Danny furrowed not understand.
Naomi did not directly answer, only stared at Danny without blinking for a
few seconds, then said, "You must feel disgust me. "
Danny was surprised, did not expect to hear those words.
" What? No. I do not .... "
" I also feel disgusted with myself, "interrupted Naomi.
Danny held out his hand. "Naomi, please ..."
But Naomi frowned and Danny away from a helping hand. "I think
I've made ​​a mistake," he said in a choked voice. His hands
were clenched tightly at her sides. He looked tense and depressed. "When I thought we
could be friends, I guess I was wrong. We can never be friends. Would not
ever. "
" What are you talking about? "Asked Danny confused. The frustration began
through him. Frustration saw a large wound suffered by Naomi. Frustrated by
seeing Naomi suffered so much. Frustrated because he did not know what to
do to help Naomi. Frustrated by Naomi pulled away
from her.
Naomi dengna swallowed hard. Tears began to imagine in
his eyes. "Now you can no longer look at me without anything
ever happened between me and your brother."
"No ... That's not true."
"And I can not look at you without a thought of your brother and what
he had done to me."
He said: words spoken sharply and clearly it pierced the heart of
Danny. His chest ached and his body was paralyzed. Naomi He stared
without blinking, without breathing. He opened his mouth, but no sound
came out.
* * *
Dear God ...
Naomi bit her lip hard. What has been done? He does not
mean to say it. Really. But the words were out of
his mouth without even prevented. Seeing Danny who stood in
front of him made ​​her feel sore, Saw a flash of surprise and hurt in the eyes of
Danny makes inign retract his words. Oh, how he wished
to retract his words.
But it was too late. He could not take back his words. Naomi
draw a deep breath and felt his forehead with one hand.
"I'm sorry. I did not mean it. I ... I ... "
Danny held up a hand, halting words of Naomi. He
exhaled slowly and muttered, "I guess ... I'd better
go." And before Naomi could speak again, Danny had turned
and walked toward the door. Naomi stared at all.
The realization that he had hurt the feelings of Naomi Danny's heart
seemed torn apart. He did not want Danny to think Naomi liken it to
his brother because it is absolutely not true. Danny is very different from
his brother. It's just ... it's just ...
"Naomi." Danny's voice is soft and heavy lifting make Naomi
's face. Danny stopped in the doorway and turned to Naomi.
"I represent my brother to apologize to you. Although I myself will
never forgive him for what he did to you, I still wanted to
represent him apologize to you. "
Naomi swallowed hard, trying to hold back the tears that
began to well up in her eyes and obscure vision.
" I also want you to know, "Danny continued without taking his eyes
from the face of Naomi," I'm not my brother. I would never hurt you. "
Naomi biting her lip. His hands were clenched tightly at her sides. Do not
cry ... Do not cry ... Do not ...
"Do you believe me?"
Naomi swallowed hard, but did not answer.
He was smiling sadly. "I wish you could. If not now, maybe
someday. "
Having said that, Danny was gone. Naomi heard the front door
of her flat was opened and closed. Afterwards, Naomi let the tears
spill, along with the immense pain that spreads from the chest
tightness to the whole body.