Sebastien melonggarkan cengkeramann

Sebastien melonggarkan cengkeramannya, tetapi tidak benar-benar melepaskannya.
“Kau habis menangis?” tanya Sebastien pelan. Ia menatap lurus ke mata Tara.
Tara memaksakan seulas senyum dan mengelak dari tatapan Sebastien. “Hanya sedikit. Sebentar. Memangnya tidak boleh?”
Sebastien menarik napas. “Ada apa denganmu?”
Tara tidak menjawab.
“Mau menceritakannya kepadaku?”
Pandangan Tara kembali berkabut. “Temanku, Sebastien,” gumamnya dengan suara seakan sedang bermimpi. “Kau mau tahu apa yang baru saja akan kulakukan?”
Sebastien tidak yakin ia berani mendengar jawabannya.
“Tadinya aku ingin melompat.”
“Apa?” Sebastien benar-benar kaget. “Coba katakan sekali lagi.”
Tara masih tidak menatapnya. “Aku ingin melompat.”
Tanpa alasan yang jelas Sebastien berkata, “Kau tidak bisa berenang.”
Tara tersenyum dan menatap permukaan sungai dengan tatapan menerawang. “Aku tahu.”
“Kenapa? Ada apa denganmu?” seru Sebastien sambil mengguncang tubuh Tara, berharap dengan begitu gadis itu akan tersadar kembali.
Tara mengangkat sebelah tangannya dan menempelkannya di dada. “Karena sakit sekali rasanya. Di sini. Sakit sekali, Sebastien.”
Sebastien tidak mengerti. Sama sekali tidak mengerti. Ia masih shock mendengar Tara tadi berniat bunuh diri.
“Tapi untunglah kau datang,” kata Tara. Ia berpaling menatap Sebastien dan tersenyum. Senyum setengah hati. Matanya berkaca-kaca. “Karena kau datang, aku jadi tahu apa yang seharusnya kulakukan.”
“Apa maksudmu?”
Tara meletakkan kedua tangannya di bahu Sebastien. “Temani aku minum, Teman. Ayo kita minum sampai mabuk. Aku ingin minum sampai rasa sakit ini tidak terasa lagi. Minum sampai mati.”
“Jangan bicara sembarangan,” gerutu Sebastien. Baru pertama kali ia melihat temannya bersikap seperti ini. Dan ia tidak suka apa yang dilihatnya. Perasaannya mengatakan ada sesuatu yang tidak beres.
Pandangan Tara kembali kosong.
“Baiklah, baiklah,” kata Sebastien akhirnya. Ia sangat mengkhawatirkan kondisi Tara. “Kau mau minum? Akan kutemani. Ayo, kita pergi.”
Sebastien sama sekali tdiak tahu apa yang terjadi pada Tara, walaupun ia merasa temannya itu sedang putus asa. Ia akan bertanya pada Tara nanti. Sekarang ini ia tahu jelas lebih baik ia menemani gadis itu daripada membiarkannya sendirian. Lebih baik ada dia yang mengawasi Tara karena kalau dibiarkan sendirian, hanya Tuhan yang tahu apa yang bisa dilakukan gadis itu.
* * *
“Kau sungguh-sungguh mau membiarkannya mabuk?” tanya Édouard ketika membawakan tequila sunrise pesanan Tara. Tara sudah menghabiskan botol bir pertamanya dan sekarang akan memulai botol kedua. “Kalau kau masih ingat, dia sudah minum dua gelas tequila sunrise.”
Sebelum Sebastien sempat menjawab, Tara mengangkat sebelah tangannya dan mengibas-ngibas. “Claude, tidak usah banyak bicara dan berikan minuman itu,” katanya. Ia meraih gelas yang diletakkan Édouard dengan ragu-ragu.
Édouard memandangi Sebastien dan menghela napas. “Dia sudah mabuk. Lagi-lagi dia tidak ingat namaku.”
Tara langsung menghabiskan minumannya dalam sekali teguk.
“Astaga! Pelan-pelan saja... Pelan-pelan saja,” kata Édouard agak cemas melihat kelakuan anak majikannya.
Tara memejamkan mata rapat-rapat dan mendesis ketika merasakan minuman beralkohol itu mengalir menuruni tenggorokannya.
Kepala Édouard berputar cepat ke arah Sebastien yang dari tadi diam saja. “Kau yang bertanggung jawab?” tanya Édouard langsung.
Sebastien mengangguk.
Bartender berkepala plontos itu pun mengangkat tangan dan berkata ringan, “Baiklah, aku akan meninggalkan kalian.”
Ketika Édouard berlalu, Tara mulai meneguk bir kedua. Tiba-tiba Sebastien ingat ia belum menelepon Tatsuya dan memberitahunya ia sudah menemukan Tara. Ia cepat-cepat mengeluarkan ponsel dan menghubungi Tatsuya.
“Allô? Tatsuya? Ini aku.... Ya, aku sudah menemukannya.... Dia bersamaku sekarang. Jangan khawatir. Kami ada di La Vue.... Datang saja ke sini....”
“Jangan datang!” seru Tara tiba-tiba.
Sebastien terlompat kaget dan menatap Tara dengan heran.
Kemudian Tara menutup wajah dengan kedua tangan dan berkata lagi, kali ini dengan suara yang lebih pelan, “Jangan suruh dia datang. Jangan malam ini.”
Sebastien masih bingung. “Tapi, Tara... Ini Tatsuya. Dia...”

نتایج (انگلیسی) 1:

Sebastien loosen his grip, but not really let go."You run out crying?" asked Sebastien quietly. He was staring straight into the eyes of Tara.Tara impose seulas smiles and avoid stares Sebastien. "Just a little bit. For a short while. Indeed, it should not be? "Sebastien breathed. "What is it with you?"Tara did not answer."Want to tell it to me?"View Tara back Misty. "My friend, Sebastien," she mumbled with a voice as though it were dreaming. "You want to know what just I'll do?"Sebastien isn't sure he dared to hear the answer."Had I wanted to jump.""What?" Sebastien really surprised. "Let me say once again."Tara is still not looking at her. "I want to jump."For no apparent reason Sebastien said, "you can't swim."Tara smiled and stared at the surface of the River with a dreamy gaze. "I know.""Why? What is it with you? "exclaimed Sebastien while shaking the body of Tara, hoping by so the girl will wake up again.Tara raised next to his hand and stick it in the chest. "Because pain once it seemed. Here. Very sick, Sebastien. "Sebastien did not understand. Simply does not understand. He was still in shock to hear Tara last intend suicide."But luckily you came," said Tara. He turned to stare at Sebastien and smiling. Half-hearted smile. His eyes were teary. "Since you came, I so know what it should do.""What do you mean?"Tara put both his hands on the shoulders of Sebastien. "I drink, accompanied by a friend. Let's drink to get drunk. I want to drink until the pain is not felt anymore. Drink to death. ""Don't talk foolishly," Sebastien grousing. The first time he saw his friend being like this. And he didn't like what he saw. His feelings saying something is not right.View Tara back empty."All right, all right," said Sebastien eventually. He is very worrying condition of Tara. "You want to drink? Will kutemani. Come on, let's go. "Sebastien tdiak at all know what happened to Tara, although he felt his friend it was hopeless. He will ask Tara later. Now it's clear she knew better she accompanied her, than let it alone. Better he's watching Tara because if left alone, God only knows what can be done.* * *"You truly want to let him get drunk?" asked Édouard when brought tequila sunrise orders Tara. Tara already spent his first beer bottles and will now start the second bottle. "If you still remember, he had drunk two glasses of tequila sunrise."Before Sebastien had replied, lifting his hands next to Tara and mengibas-ngibas. "Claude, there need to be a lot of talk and give drink to that," he said. He grabbed the glasses are placed with Édouard undecided.Édouard eyeing Sebastien and sigh. "He was already drunk. Again he doesn't remember my name. "Tara directly spent his drink in one SIPs."Oh my gosh! Slowly ... Slowly, "said Édouard rather anxiously looking at the behavior of the son of her employer.Tara meetings closed his eyes and hiss when feeling the alcohol flowed down his throat.Head of Édouard spinning towards the silence of yesteryear Sebastien only. "You're in charge?" asked Édouard directly.Sebastien nodded.The shaved-headed bartender raised his hand and said, "well, I'll leave you."When Édouard had passed, Tara began to SIP a beer. All of a sudden remember he has not called up Sebastien Tatsuya and told him he would have to find Tara. He quickly pulled out a cellphone and contacting Tatsuya."Allô? Tatsuya? This is me. ... Yes, I've found it. .. He's with me now. Don't worry about it. We are in La Vue ... Just come over here .... ""Don't come!" Tara exclaimed suddenly.Sebastien terlompat stunned and staring at Tara with wonder.Then Tara close the face with both hands and said again, this time with a more nuanced voice, "don't go tell him to come. Do it tonight. "Sebastien is still confused. "But, Tara ... This Tatsuya. He ... "

نتایج (انگلیسی) 2:

Sebastien loosen its grip, but not really let go.
"You've been crying?" Asked Sebastien quietly. He looked straight into the eyes of Tara.
Tara forcing a smile and evade the gaze Sebastien. "Only slightly. Hold on. As if not to be? "
Sebastien breathed. "What's the matter with you?"
Tara did not answer.
"Want to tell me?"
The views Tara back foggy. "My friend, Sebastien," he murmured as if dreaming. "You want to know what just going to do?"
Sebastien was not sure she dared to hear the answer.
"I was going to jump."
"What?" Sebastien was really surprised. "Tell me again."
Tara was still not looking at her. "I want to jump."
For no apparent reason Sebastien said, "You can not swim."
She smiled and looked at the surface of the river with a dreamy gaze. "I know."
"Why? What's the matter with you? "Cried Sebastien as he shook Tara, hope so that she would wake up back in.
Tara raised a hand and put them in the chest. "Because it feels painful. Here. Hurt, Sebastien. "
Sebastien did not understand. Did not understand. He was shocked to hear Tara was suicidal.
"But fortunately you came," said Tara. He turned to Sebastien and smiled. Half-hearted smile. His eyes were glazed. "Because you're coming, so I know what I should do."
"What do you mean?"
Tara put his hands on the shoulder of Sebastien. "Accompany me a drink, my friend. Let's get drunk. I want to drink until the pain is not felt anymore. Drinking to death. "
" Do not talk carelessly, "grumbled Sebastien. It was the first time he had seen her behave like this. And he did not like what he saw. The feeling that something was not right.
The views Tara back empty.
"All right, all right," said Sebastien finally. He was very worried about Tara. "You want a drink? Will kutemani. Come on, let's go. "
Sebastien at all does not pick out what happened to Tara, even though he felt his friend was in despair. He will ask Tara later. Now he knows better obviously she accompanied her rather than leave her alone. Better there he oversees Tara because if left alone, only God knows what could she do.
* * *
"You really want to let him get drunk?" Asked Edouard when brought tequila sunrise Tara order. Tara had spent the first beer bottle and will now begin the second bottle. "If you remember, he already had two glasses of tequila sunrise."
Before Sebastien could answer, Tara raised a hand and wagging. "Claude, do not have much to say and give the drink," he said. He reached for the glass is placed Édouard hesitantly.
Édouard looked at Sebastien and sighed. "He's been drunk. Again he did not remember my name. "
Tara immediately finished his drink in one gulp.
" Gosh! Slow down ... slowly, "said Edouard bit anxious to see the behavior of children of her employer.
Tara closed her eyes tightly and hissed when he felt alcohol was flowing down his throat.
Head spinning rapidly towards Édouard Sebastien who had been quietly only. "You're responsible?" Asked Edouard directly.
Sebastien nodded.
Bartender bald-headed even then raised his hand and said lightly, "Well, I'll leave you."
When Edouard passed, she began sipping his second beer. Sebastien suddenly remembered he had not called Tatsuya and told him he had found Tara. He quickly pulled his phone and called Tatsuya.
"Allo? Tatsuya? It's me .... Yes, I've found it .... He's with me now. Do not worry. We were there at La Vue .... Come here .... "
" Do not come! "Tara exclaimed suddenly.
Sebastien Tara jumped and stared in wonder.
Then Tara cover her face with her ​​hands and said, times These softer voice, "Do not tell him to come. Not tonight. "
Sebastien still confused. "But, Tara ... It Tatsuya. He..."